dead at night...

it is 12.38am on the 6th of April.. personally, i feel excited yet scared abt the start of orientation this coming monday.. btw, i am in the same class as kitson! cool!! someone i know.. phew man.. so this monday, it is coming too soon.. omg.. i wanna slack more!! haha! waking up at 1pm, playing Sims 2 till 5ish til my brother comes home and demand the comp back.. and watching made in singapore or now, some other show..

and fyi, this is totally random but it is disturbing.. I MISSED THE LAST EPISODE OF MADE IN SINGAPORE!!! OMG LA! this is the first singapore serial i've watched faithfully after declaring that singapore shows stinks when i was exposed to TVB drama.. and omg.. after spending 30 nights watching the hilarious show, i actually missed the last episode.. and what was i doing.. talking online.. omg... ok talking online is good but the show.. omg.. now i must wait for like 2 years till they air it in the afternoon at 5.. and i am gg to spend another 30 days watching it.. and hopefully, history doesn't repeat itself.. or i shall like regret forever.. haha! ok.. so drama for the whole para..

end of random-ness.. so 12.43am now.. in abt 3 hrs later, i am supposedly gg to 'wake' up and go to mandai to pray.. actually the cemetry.. which is very cool.. cool in a sense that, yes i am visiting my great grandma who passed away when i was still a baby.. haiz.. but from what i know, she's like the matriarch of the whole family.. smart smart great grandma i had.. my great grandma insisted that i become my uncle's god daughter when i was a baby.. haha! and fyi, the night sky at the cemetary is really cool!!!! last year was my first visit, and omg.. the sky totally blew me away! you can clearly see the stars, count the stars, and like just lay on the grass.. if u want to, in the cemetry.. so this year, my sis is gg, my god sisters are gg my bro might be gg.. so it is huge.. :D haha! most of my cousins are coming! yeah! i love my family!

i doubt i will be taking pictures cause it is highly possible of me taking pictures with white orbs of 'nothing'.. haha.. so not gg to attempt to make my life miserable.. LOL!

so erm.. today has been a slack day, was awaken by a call from sab, ok.. then played PSP, jeanne D'arc.. the game is killing me.. i shld play chess more often for this game.. and then lunch, sims2, star movies, grandma came back, prepared stuff for 3am later, had to transport the incense paper to my god father's cab so erm.. reached the lobby was overwhelmed by a stench.. horrible stench..

and i realised that it was from two kittens and the owners were there.. so now's the start of Animal lover's nightmare.. aka, my nightmare.. haha! so we placed the stuff in my god father's cab, and the two kittens' owners, started his car which was beside the cab and i realised that he wasn't holding on the box containing the kittens.. so my instinct told me that the couple has abandoned the kittens.. sprinted back and couldn't find the box.. i looked towards the main road couldn't find two lost kittens and realised the box was hidden at the corner.. the kittens were still inside.. and officially, the kittens are abandoned.. slap the couple man.. like slap, smack, hang them for all i care.. kittens and they abandon them.. i wanted to bring them home.. grandma was there she told me no they were too smelly.. omg.. sometimes i wish i had more freedom with animals.. very disappointed.. haiz.. went up, collected smth for a carnival at the park.. came down saw two malay ladies washing the kittens and i knew they were saved... i almost wanted to call SPCA.. like the two idiots, the ones that drive the red car, go catch them, sue them.. losers man.. still stare at me when i looked at the kittens.. like the kittens don stare at me man.. lol! ok so this is one hell of an irresponsible couple.. i sound crude but i am just mad..

i swear i will marry a guy who loves animals.. lol! so while looking out for guys, first qn, do u like animals? haha! so funny.. ok.. end of story, but i am glad the kittens found someone to look after them.. :D they were so scared when i looked into the box after the owners left.. omg.. what the hell.. i shld have done smth more..


my bfftf,aka haniel soh en han.. what the letters mean, cant say cause it means a lot to both of us.. the song by miley cyrus.. she rocks! ok.. i find it hard to find friends that are like both of us.. like i cant find another haniel regardless it is a girl or guy, when both of us will openly talk to each other when we have problems.. calls each other up, informing updating each other abt life through sms, phone calls.. like voluntary.. i love such a friendship.. just call for no reason, giving gifts for no reason, writing letters to each other for no reason, talking to you online for no reason, asking how's life for no reason, all because we think abt you and wanna know how are you.. i've attended a service last two months.. the talk was interesting... it was all abt this.. abt loving for no reason.. and we don feel gulity for taking up his or her time, or feel gulity for receiving his gifts.. cause we understand it is just the way, loving for no reason.. so fyi to ang yap seng, i give gifts for no reason cause i love you(as a friend) and yes i didn't expect u will feel guilty as the reciever.. so yup as i said the last time i gave u anything, that will the last time i am giving you anything.. so yup.. end of ur misery as u put it..

omg feel like a jerk towards ang yap seng.. haha! ok. i love bullying him after everything ended.. he's a sweet guy, but i don know why.. i keep saying he's gay.. guys are smtimes thick.. like dense.. lol! he's one of them.. ok love ya still ang yap seng.. fyi YQ, as a friend.. ok.. haha! sometimes i wonder what will happen if we really hang out together.. i will be afraid abt the whole thing.. cause i am a good girl.. haha! like even though i wish for smth to happen, at the same time, i don wan it to happen.. i don know how to handle a relationship.. like i think so.. haha!

moving on.. erm... i cant start a tag board.. i don know how to.. so readers, either sms me, msg me online or smth.. otherwise this will be a dead blog.. haha! bfft, compulsory to sms me.. haha! nights everyone, it is 1.23am.. one and a half hours left till i must wake up.. why am i awake now? lol.. i don know..