omg... so tiring..

today's saturday and well, it is the only day i can chill and relax this weekend.. but no.. i have to finish all my hmk. i have PEEE hmk, IDEA project and Math.. a lot of math.. mrs tay is one hardcore teacher.. and yes it is good for us students..

so did math for like 3 hrs? with several distractions in between.. talked to big bear the whole afternoon abt stuff... whoa i know him better now.. haha! great person to talk to.. eh so now i am not guai because i don do hmk.. according to him.. lol.. whatever big bear.. haha!

i recall that last monday we had our CD lesson.. character development and it makes a lot of sense to me.. ms lau was talking abt people with diff perspectives.. and for eg, myself.. i have high expectations of certain things.. and like lets say between friends.. i don do this, i do this because i am following some kind of guidelines for friendships.. and if i don do this, and u don do this for me, u are not my best friend.. makes sense? lol! like we wan ppl to do certain things in order to have a part in ur life.. smth like that.. yeah.. so i was thinking abt bfftf.. and yeah i agree i do have smth like this towards him.. miley's song, true friend... it seems like whoa.. the song lyrics are like guidelines to follow.. but eh nope.. i am moving away from all that towards everyone.. so yeah.. good luck to me.. to bffft, i don do certain things for u because the song says so..but really as a bfftf to u.. yeah..

so erm.. what is the difference between like and love? diff huh? asked someone and he said, like is when the person is someone who's ur type and u like it.. love means this person is not ur type but somehow u like him.. so yeah.. love.. it kinda makes a bit of sense... but yeah love, no one knows what it is.. leave it to fate.. yeah.. i will do that.. i was telling him that guy classmates i will leave it to fate but to current unfinished business b4 poly, eh choice.. haha! nah.. i will leave it to fate too..

i don know whether he is reading this.. but eh yeah i think we really do think alike.. but eh i don know liao.. what i will do is, let things be as it is now.. and perhaps after we settled down in our new lifestyle, i don wanna do anything just yet.. yeah..

click five concert still on?

i wanna hang out with my DASE classmates, indian gang, bfftf, jermyn and anthony soon.. haiz..

i went to youtube just now and saw the SYF performance of TK band this year.. wikipedia added in TK's info, that we lost the best display band to deyi after 5 consecutive years.. wah.. damn sad and depressing.. and they added that deyi is a strong band.. no comments, i agree with that.. and i saw the video linked to 2008 performance in wiki.. the starting of the video made me miss tk more.. haiz.. i felt the warmth from tk supporters from all the screams and clapping.. i love/ miss tk! haha!

when are the band/ choir concerts? i wanna go! lol! so this month is a busy month.. well this few weeks..
tmrw, gg to downtown east to volunteer services..
monday-friday sch.. which is great :P we are having CCA recruitment day from 28-april to 30th april..
this coming friday is weihao's birthday i think..
4th may cousins' birthday
and there's also changi youth ambassador to look forward to! haha! hopefully i get selected after interview.. everything in SP are interviews, forms and stuff.. haiz..tedious but great experience..

i was talking to ys last night.. really i feel so much better after confessing.. yeah..

i don know what i feel towards a certain someone.. haiz.. feelings are contradicting.. i shall talk to him.. maybe he knows what to do.. yeah..

yeah post is kinda random.. yq's post is very eh.. real i think.. our sch's CD is working on us students.. we are thinking.. :P