LONG BREAK.. from blogging..

hello one and all.. sorry for lag of replies. things are going kinda weridly nowadays. ppl feeeling sad, ppl feeling happy, irritated, satisfied.. this is like desperate housewives.. things change along 1b24 street.. haha.. well.. haha.. so anyway


had a conference on environment on saturday with CYA.. and WOOTS!

Surprise surprise! yapseng, tina and sarah were there too!!!! OMG! IT WAS SO FUN WITH THEM AROUND! pls horny of course.. haha! horny was such a great guy to sarah and her friend. and i am reallly glad that she knows the reason why i got horny in school.. so bfftf.. this is the reason.. haha! so anyway eh CYA has given us the opportunity to help out in the F1 road race as ushers and stuff and they are paying 5.50 per hr which is so totally good! HAHA! :D we get paid and be there for the once in a lifetime experience for singapore. :D great thing.. haha! so anyway.. eh this hols gonna be busy.. erm.. hols is during sept and oct.. 2months hols ppl!! :D:D

so erm.. going to batam for a camp for leadership stuff.. and then going to korea for student exchange.. first one gg with horny, roy and yishun, robin and lendl.. haha1 cool! then erm.. korea.. i think i am gg alone and we will be ahving a camp to prepare for the trip. so during camp, we will know my fellow team mates better and also come up with the presentation item at korea.. gonna love that trip! :D i hearts SP sia! haha! so many opportunity.. :D:D but i have to learn to cope all this.

so in school.. things change.. erm.. roy is feeling very sad and emo abt someone that i don know of.. he doens't wanna tell me anything and i cant help him in anyway.. haiz. haiz.. so anyway, had a agreat time with jane last night at tiong talking talking talking... it was all fun la.. haha! :D so erm now i am actually have lessons but eh we finished our stuff so like just doing nth.. haha! my partner, pei lei is like good la.. haha! fast lor.. haha! :D so having lunch later.. don know what to eat..fastfood should be out of my system le.. haha! so erm...

anyway, did u guys see the new priority seats on trains? my first encounter with this seats was kinda funny i guess.. so after chatting with jane last night, took a train down to raffles place to meet my mum..and the train has the priorty seats indicated. so we reached outram park, many ppl alighted and several seats were open,one priorty seat and one 'normal' seat. so this uncle.. LOL! i was laughing la! haha! so erm.. he came in from the door and obviously he is nearer to the priorty seat.. he saw the seat and didn't sit there, instead he went further down and sat at a 'normal' seat. it is as though he doesn;'t wan to sit at the priority seat cause he doesn't wanna give up his seat at any point of time throughout the train ride.

so irony of this.. haha! yup as mentioned above.. so nex incident i noticed.. so erm.. all the priority seats were taken up too.. and then a pregnant lady boarded the train. BTW i was standing at the beside the doors.. haha! so good place to observe things.. LOL.. so erm.. nex preg lady boarded train and erm one fella sitting at priority seat was sleeping.. so ok no worries.. then the other priority person was talking to someone and so maybe she was blocked... then the other ppl sitting at normal seats were awake.. fyi normal seats, awake.. and then i was thinking.. so this people think that since there's smth like a priorty seat, the ppl sitting on it shld give up their seats la.. not me.. understand? they take it for granted that priority seats are there so that even thought preg ppl/old and children board the train, they can ONLY use the priorty seats and the priority seats ppl must give up their seats and not the normal ppl.. understnaD? LOL.. irony la...

but eventually a lady sitting at normal seat, she gave up her seat for the preg lady.. so well.. i think that singaporeans shldn't forget that although there's smth as priorty seats, they shld also give up their normal/priority seats for those who really need it. so hopefully after this is fully implemented, singaporeans are able to understand that.. seats are just seats, regardless of priority or normal.. they shld give up their seats to ppl who really need it.

lol.. is it political? i hope not.. haha! but yeah just how i feel... so anyway.. back to slacking.. gg to do a bit of proj that i will be doing during weekend.., haha! this week is busy too.. lol..

wed fully booked till 5pm plus or i could have joined sarah and co. to tk agn.. haha.. so eh.. thurs.. erm kinda slack :D then friday fully booked till 5 agn.. ministerial dialogues.. LOL.. yeah.. haha.. okok so more blogging after exams and when i am free like now.. this seems like a long post to me.. haha!

bfftf, sorry kinda busy this few days, lack of smses.. how is ur singing competition??? eh nex time go karaoking agn ok? :P jiayou to all my jc friends for their coming exams and also poly friends too.. haha! all the way..

btw, highly recommended, BREAKOUT BY MILEY CYRUS!! haha! goodbye and bottom of the ocean are great great breakup songs.. haha! this whole album is about breakups actually.. 7 things is the first single and it is actually abt how she felt abt her ex-bf but at the same time, remorse over the relationship.. great song...

finally the weekends!

woots! i feel good today! haha!

haha! ok i shall start from thurs whereby my classmates and i took the pcem paper in the afternoon at lt4.. well.. considering how last min my rev is and how badly prepared i was for the paper, i am just happy that the paper is over.. now can just hope to pass the paper.. haha! so after the paper, the group of us, eh edward, myung, roy, kitson, jane, weisheng, cheekit, hengyue, chinyang, zhi xian, eugene, and a few of them.. eh i don rmb the others liao.. ps.. haha! we went to plaza sing to makan to celebrate the end of exams.. haha! so we splited because a few of them didn't wanna wait to long for food.. so eh that group went for yoshinoya and eh edward, myung, roy, kitson, jane, weisheng, cheekit, hengyue and i had mahanttan's market food.. haha! had great fun with them :D

so we ordered like different dishes.. but overall, main ingredient was fish.. haha! so eh edward started having this commentary of the food.. wah he ah.. lol.. the fish is so soft and smooth that it can slip off ur fork.. and then when myung pick it up with his fork, he sad be careful and put his hand under the fish.. omg la.. but it was hilarious.. haha! then we talked and lamed a bit.. and soon kit left for home.. curfew.. lol.. so after that the few of us went to walk along orchard road.. since it was kinda late, the shops were like closed.. and edward was so sad.. haha! no shopping for him.. so throughout the walk, talked to ms jane! :D omg... had the best talk with her.. :D thanks jane! :D then eh talked abt everything under the sun and sorry abt it.. not free that day.. :( but i will make it up one day :D so yeah. and then we went home.. lol.. overall great day.. and finally could talk to roy.. so long nvr come online.. haha..

friday.. slept late last night and was extra tired the nex day.. so eh got back PEEE paper.. got eh 72.5.. sad much but well, i am just ok abt it.. EM has made me feel the worse for the mst liao.. so peee doesn't matter much to me.. lol. but i know that i stink in MCQ.. 12 marks lost there.. lol.. then we had eh pool after sch.. ps to eugene.. he wanted to go for movie but eh because of pool, nobody went for movie.. lol.. psps.. i promise nex time will be movie.. :) then eh after pool.. had another pool session with jermyn, haniel and yap seng.. lol.. fun! :D haha! as in well, caught up the dudes.. especially bfftf ;) then eh.. we had to go home because it was kinda late... haha.. mum was there too.. lol.. eh i don know what to say.. haha but i fell sick that night.. haiz. flu..

next morn.. was still feeling sick but had to go for the USA independent day celebration at sembawang terror club.. haha! with my cousins.. so sort of had fun there.. well, i became a child and a full fledged disney fan there! :D shall post pics nex time.. so eh had fireworks after that and whoa.. iot rocked!!!! haha! so eh ppl i beieve this sat and nex sat there will be fireworks in preparation for NDP.. so i am thinking of gg down and watch the fireworks.. who's free? haha! indian gang how abt this coming saturday? :D

ciao everybody! tmrw still got test.. autocadd test.. oh the joy.. youth day leh! somemore got test.. sian.. well, one good thing is that the mrt wont be packed with students :D got seats to sit! haha!

sorry yapseng! cant go for ur concert.. still sick and having test tmrw.. psps...

kinda stressed out?

sorry for lack of updates.. well eh just had part one of MST and well, i am starting to feel a bit stress abt school starting again.. it means waking up at 6.30 agn and rushing down for school.. :( i shld wake up earlier.. always catch last train and reach sch late.. haha.. anyway, tmrw's monday and it means i will be having monday blues.

i would be having a presentation for CD early in the morn. hope it would be good as we reharsed it.. nex is autocad, we have an interview.. for the project we did which was very bad for me since i had to redo so many times.. and i finally gave up and my twin helped me do.. haha.. shh..

after cadd would be lunch and then TCS.. hope it would be great too.. haha.. it is often fun la.. then math.. math shld be great.. getting papers back! :D hope i did well for it..

tues.. ideas.. no projects to hand up yet.. so quite good.. but have to bring tools.. sian.. then eh lunch and then DE lecture.. omg.. most hated session of the semester.. then we would have DE tutorial.. getting back papers.. so i hope again it would be good :D

wed, math so nth much just revision for Pcme on thurs.. and thurs will be the killer paper..

so far, did three papers.. eh DE, PEEE and EM.. eh DE i think i was very very careless.. :( PEEE eh hope everything goes fine.. EM.. eh lost like 10m.. :( haiz.. sian..

so last week was a werid week.. meet this guy who is from dawn's scuba's team.. his name is gerad and he was with us from mon to thurs.. thurs was his birthday... so erm, happy birthday gerard! :D tues was KJ's birthday :D happy birthday too KJ!

so thurs, it was after the exams.. that week la.. eh we went to sakae and ate.. eh like one third of the class went.. very fun! :D had so much horny fun with my table.. haha! myung, haziq, mitchell, yishun, wes and myself.. omg we did stupid things! haha! i suggested to do smth kinda mean to kitson.. haha! no la.. for fun.. but eh we didn't do it.. haha! after that we went to esplanade and walked around the park.. a lot of issues were brought up abt me there.. and i had to do smth abt it.. so yeah.. eh solved it b4 friday so it was good.. haha1 i think i was not happy abt certain things so yeah i behaved like that.. but i thank gerard, jane, kitson, chinyang, myung, wes, haziq, yishun, mitchell for the great fun i had that day! :D

that was thurs.. and eh on wed, i was introduced to pool by edward, myung, roy and wes.. woots! it was fun! haha! on friday we went back to sch for proj and then we played pool again.. haha! but seriously fun.. haha! i am getting the hang of it! :D

so on friday eh meet the peeps, cy, dawn, haziq and roy at lib at 8am to do project.. i was late as usual.. then eh.. did project was kinda wild and good i think :)arranged for dory to pass me the dvd to watch!:D then eh we had macs for lunch and we meet myung and edward there.. so eh i suggested gg to play pool and they said ok.. so eh myung, ed and i made our way to guild hse and we played for two hours before dawn and cy joined us.. after dawn left, cy and the three of us played for another one hour.. we ended at 6.15 and we went to fc 3 and talked till 8.15.. haha! i know a lot now.. haha! anyway had to go home after that because i have dinner at home.. took train back with myung and talked to him all the way.. haha! great talk dude! :) reached home had chicken curry.. yum yum! haha!

nex day left for airport by 8.30 and whoa.. i know a lot of ppl there! haha! whoa i am damn bad! haha! as in i was surprised when i could actually turn 360 and see ppl i know everywhere.. haha! awesome feeling.. haha! so made new friends yesterday eh chelsa, victoria, alexia? not quite for alexia and victoria.. haha! but i had fun! i was super wild on saturday! haha! i wrote the word singapore with my butt as penatly for coming late after lunch.. haha! then eh we had scavenger hunt around changi airport! haha! very very tiring.. one end to the other.. when we went back to t2 to report we thought we were the last because it was very quiet at t2.. as in we don see big groups in a hurry.. so yeah.. but surprise surprise, we came in first! haha! very surprising! haha! then slowly the 3 other groups came in.. haha :) and ya, i forgot to bring my handphone that day.. :( sian.. haha! came home and watched the dvd from dory.. thanks dory! i was laughing throughout the whole movie! haha! at night watched LOTR : the return of the king.. very nice! for CD proj.. yeah man! then twin helped me with hmk.. haha! thanks twin :)

nex day, today.. sunday, woke up at 1pm.. very sian.. then twin smsed me to check smth and yeah all's good but tmrw... haiz.. don care liao.. haiz.. then watched click, very horny movie.. haha! but i cried at the ending.. haha! pity adam sandler's character but everything came out right in the end.. :) so it was good :)

nex movie i borrowed from lib is the fountain... shld be a great romance movie :D

so poly friends, we are starting school tmrw so are u guys ready? haha! i hope i am :D i shall prepare for tmrw now.. look through ppt, look through cadd.. and then do a bit of cadd.. sian-ed out..

erm.. i think i am getting confused..

busy busy week

sorry for not updating my blog this whole week at all.. haha! sch has been busy for our class and whoa, we still have fun in between.. haha!

so monday we were given a project for character development and eh i became a leader of my grp and we have to find our own community work and approach them and enquire what abt the details and eventually helping them.. so yeah eh i managed to find one, CampReach and the camp is for potential dropouts.. so erm.. camp so i thought we needed more ppl hence i approached the other grps and they are willingly to merge tgt and work tgt.. thank god for that cause my members are really.. eh.. i don know.. they are like don wan camps.. except for yishun.. haha! so now wesley and kitson's teams are merging with mine.. so i have to confirm with the number of ppl gg and ask the IC what is the camp abt.. lol.. if the class go tgt it will be fun! haha!

so tues, project.. yes that's partly why i am so busy this week.. and we had the DE class lecture.. had lecture with another class... bloody pissed off after that lesson.. lecturer cant control the class, the other class students making a hell lot of noises, my classmates also.. disappointed with them.. play CS somemore.. what the can.. and then jane realise that i am damn pissed off and like she said it wasn't this bad last week.. ya last week.. so last week was ok , tues was worse and what will happen in the future? but thanks jane for calming me down ;D but it is a crappy session of lecture.. damn pissed off.. so after that had DE tutorial.. it was so fun! haha! i like our DE tutorial teacher! haha! ok basically all the female teachers, tcs male teacher and PEEE male teacher.. they are the best la! haha!

so this week, mon to wed, we had our CCA drive.. woots.. the atmosphere there is very high.. they give away free coke zero.. very neat drive.. but also got kinda offended by this senior.. whatever man.. lol.. so wed.. we ended at 12pm and we had 4hrs of nth to do in sch before our briefing for CYA.. so half the class who were involved in CYA stayed back and went to the guild hse of SP to play pool.. i tell u, sp rocks my socks real good! we have pool, cheap arcade games, and bowling?! it is such a fun place to be at! haha! now i can invite my classmates to play free pool :) haha! i love my classmates so much i tell you.. and then b4 the briefing, i left with edward, myong soo and KJ to the cca drive to register for the diff ccas and i registered for scuba diving, cycling, adventurers, floorball and astronomy.. yes.. the last one is the safest of them all.. haha! unless a comet comes down and hit us.. haha! i forgot to sign up for remote control drifters.. oh man.. :( so anyway, scuba i have dawn and KJ, cycling don know yet.. adventurers, don know too. floorball, yq.. haha! astronomy also don know.. haha! but make new friends.. cool! haha! so after that four of us went to the audi for the CYA breifing... guess how many ppl were present?

300++... yes and it was so scary la! only 100 ppl will be selected.. omg lor.. so the talk started and yes, it managed to scare the hell out of me but eh i am prepared to commit myself to the cca! :D 4hrs every week.. can do.. even the hols we have to go down.. haha! so eh if i quit, i have to pay 200 dollars.. yup.. so the consequences are really big.. haha.. so after that whole scary talk, 1 thrid of the audi left the room.. haha! while the rest of us when for the first round of interview.. i paired with KJ and three other business sch girls.. and i really hope both of us got in :).. but really, i hope all of us who went for the interview, kitson, wesley, edward, myong soo, chin yang, haziq, terence, jane, dawn, KJ, heng yue and i we can all get in the cca :D jiayou! haha! we are like so united can... we are in the talks of having class chalet this june.. probably trip overseas this dec or nov.. haha! malaysia will do fine :D so myong soo was saying if we go to malaysia, nex year june hols, we will go to china, dec hols, japan, third year, korea and australia.. LOL LA! haha! but will be damn fun if it all happened! haha!

so now i have to type an email to the campreach ic and then have to condsider whether it is goood or not.. lol.. and we all have to wait for the results of yesterdya's interview.. i dreamt that the second interview at changi airport this sat, we have to smile.. like they wanna look at our smiles.. i am becoming paranoid.. haha! so yup.. busy week...

AI laast night, paula made a blunder.. DA.. fun songs he sang.. DC was awesome.. haha! BW, eh... second song.. i too, rather her singing songs like the second one she sang.. SM.. erm.. didn't really watch i think maybe too distracted with smth.. then JC.. eh bad for first, might get saved because of second song.. so yeah.. JC shld go out.. then BW and SM.. although i like BW a lot b4.. haha!

so yesterday went back with wesley.. he reminds me a lot abt bfftf... lol! they are so alike just that wesley is much more cheekier i guess.. haha.. but trip back was fun with him :)

today's labour day and yup i am at hm doing nth.. sad right.. haha.. tmrw there's like i don know what also.. just know that i have to stay for additional 3hrs in sch for PEEE practical.. so yeah.. hope everything will go fine tmrw :)

SUNDAY! NTUC DOWNTOWN EAST E!HUB OFFICIAL OPENING!

so yeah this sunday.. eh it is tay weirong's birthday so er happy birthday classmate.

woke up at 8am to go down to downtown east for volunteer work.. on the way day i was feeling tired abt doing all this charity work all over agn.. but well.. guess what was my actual job there?

i tell u.. i didn't expect my role at all.. i was suppose to act as civilian as i can on the ferris wheel and wave at the crowd coming to the new place and making the place very like.. eh.. loved? and nice.. haha! so yeah.. i was shocked with my role and during breakfast i kept gg on and on abt being civilians.. u can imagine how irritating i became.. haha!

had macs for breakfast.. kinda ok and we were off to the ferris wheel.. my sis and i.. so we had to share the capsule with 3 other ppl and we shared with this malay uncle and his niece and nephew.. omg.. he's so funny la!! haha! and the two children were cute children.. haha!

so the whole ride was 5mins per revolution.. i sat in the capsule for.. like 1hr++ so u can imagine.. lol! so we had to wave towards the tent across the road when the banner came down that was covering the ferris wheel.. so yeah.. so first whistle, the banner fell, and we started waving and shouting like no one's business.. LOL! then there was supposed to be another whistle.. but don know why nth happened... and fyi, we were the first batch of ppl to take the ferris wheel!! woohoo! capsule two..

some pictures of the ferris wheel..




the whole ferris wheel is arnd.. 5 storeys high.. not bad.. capsule is kinda small except for two special ones.. which according to the malay uncle is for senior citizens.. lol! pay extra.. so during the ride i was smsing, haniel, yq, ys and teng that the chalet will be so fun with all the activities available to do! haha! there's a bowling alley, theatre, a lot of makan areas! like restaurants.. eh.. arcade.. ice rink i think.. for kids i guess.. all in all.. i have a kinda good plan of activities to do during chalet.. it will so rock! haha!



so after ferris wheel, my sis, mum and i had lunch at new york new york.. mum had ribs, i had cheesy chicken sis had some fried fish spag.. lol..and plus cheesy ball.. lol.. so yeah i treated them.. 30++ after using voucher.. worth it.. serving was so HUGE! so after that went to had gelare and off to my cousins' hse.. haha! talked abt SP there.. all in all today was a great day! haha!

so yeah now i am so excited and totally look forward to chalet! woots! btw, guys, friday, cousins are coming too for bbq.. yeah..

so yeah i wanna invite jermyn and anthony too.. haha! will be great fun :D
and i wanted to claim CIP hrs for today's activity.. shame on me..

albums i recommend! leona lewis-spirit and colbie caillat- coco.

omg... so tiring..

today's saturday and well, it is the only day i can chill and relax this weekend.. but no.. i have to finish all my hmk. i have PEEE hmk, IDEA project and Math.. a lot of math.. mrs tay is one hardcore teacher.. and yes it is good for us students..

so did math for like 3 hrs? with several distractions in between.. talked to big bear the whole afternoon abt stuff... whoa i know him better now.. haha! great person to talk to.. eh so now i am not guai because i don do hmk.. according to him.. lol.. whatever big bear.. haha!

i recall that last monday we had our CD lesson.. character development and it makes a lot of sense to me.. ms lau was talking abt people with diff perspectives.. and for eg, myself.. i have high expectations of certain things.. and like lets say between friends.. i don do this, i do this because i am following some kind of guidelines for friendships.. and if i don do this, and u don do this for me, u are not my best friend.. makes sense? lol! like we wan ppl to do certain things in order to have a part in ur life.. smth like that.. yeah.. so i was thinking abt bfftf.. and yeah i agree i do have smth like this towards him.. miley's song, true friend... it seems like whoa.. the song lyrics are like guidelines to follow.. but eh nope.. i am moving away from all that towards everyone.. so yeah.. good luck to me.. to bffft, i don do certain things for u because the song says so..but really as a bfftf to u.. yeah..

so erm.. what is the difference between like and love? diff huh? asked someone and he said, like is when the person is someone who's ur type and u like it.. love means this person is not ur type but somehow u like him.. so yeah.. love.. it kinda makes a bit of sense... but yeah love, no one knows what it is.. leave it to fate.. yeah.. i will do that.. i was telling him that guy classmates i will leave it to fate but to current unfinished business b4 poly, eh choice.. haha! nah.. i will leave it to fate too..

i don know whether he is reading this.. but eh yeah i think we really do think alike.. but eh i don know liao.. what i will do is, let things be as it is now.. and perhaps after we settled down in our new lifestyle, i don wanna do anything just yet.. yeah..

click five concert still on?

i wanna hang out with my DASE classmates, indian gang, bfftf, jermyn and anthony soon.. haiz..

i went to youtube just now and saw the SYF performance of TK band this year.. wikipedia added in TK's info, that we lost the best display band to deyi after 5 consecutive years.. wah.. damn sad and depressing.. and they added that deyi is a strong band.. no comments, i agree with that.. and i saw the video linked to 2008 performance in wiki.. the starting of the video made me miss tk more.. haiz.. i felt the warmth from tk supporters from all the screams and clapping.. i love/ miss tk! haha!

when are the band/ choir concerts? i wanna go! lol! so this month is a busy month.. well this few weeks..
tmrw, gg to downtown east to volunteer services..
monday-friday sch.. which is great :P we are having CCA recruitment day from 28-april to 30th april..
this coming friday is weihao's birthday i think..
4th may cousins' birthday
and there's also changi youth ambassador to look forward to! haha! hopefully i get selected after interview.. everything in SP are interviews, forms and stuff.. haiz..tedious but great experience..

i was talking to ys last night.. really i feel so much better after confessing.. yeah..

i don know what i feel towards a certain someone.. haiz.. feelings are contradicting.. i shall talk to him.. maybe he knows what to do.. yeah..

yeah post is kinda random.. yq's post is very eh.. real i think.. our sch's CD is working on us students.. we are thinking.. :P

last day of the week

morn, went to sch on time.. eh had PEEE tutorial and lecture.. tutorial was tedious cause we had to solve like problems that are from chapters we aren't taught yet.. so eh.. yeah.. ok la.. lecture.. was boring.. everyone arnd me were sleeping.. for me, trying hard to stay awake.. and i succeeded.. lol! and this classmate was sitting behind me and eh dawn told me like he keeps observing us girls in the most creepiest way.. lol.. ulterior motive.. and yeah later gg to tell him to stop observing us like that.. very uneasy.. lol.. so yeah.. after sch.. took class pic.. with dawn and she will only upload it tmrw.. i can show u my class!! they are really good looking ppl.. haha! some la.. haha! eugene was so sick and the guys were delaying the shoot.. lol! but eh managed to take the pic and afterwards, dawn, jane, KJ and i went to find ms low and signed the form for CYA.. haha! KJ told ms low like half the class applying.. and she say whoa so on ah? haha! so proud! :D

after sch hanged out with dawn, jane at tiong bahru.. lol! kfc.. talked abt dating.. super funny.. haha! and like we talked abt first impressions of each other.. so dawn had the impression that i was attached b4 and currently.. but eh no.. wrong judgement dawn! haha! the girls are really cool ppl! :D we were very open with each other.. haha! liked that :P

after that.. went back hm.. the train was occupied with kindergarten children and they were like.. eh PSP! PSP! when they saw me playing.. LOL! and they almost wanted to borrow my PSP.. lol!! haiz.. children are so cute.. :D yeah we girls were also talking abt children.. like the future and a bit of our past.. LOL!

i don know what to say i think i shld just let it be.. and BFFTF! PLS INFORM ME ABT 1st JUNE ASAP HOR! lol! this sunday volunteering my services at downtown east ehub! go support! haha! i think i am doing ushering.. not sure abt my role actually.. but CIP hrs! :P

POLY LIFE ROCKS! :P my classmates all have the same impression of our class as a whole and everyone in it.. we are like the best and we rock.. LOL! rock on DASE/1B/24!

fun fun fun!

so today.. woots! slackiest school day so far.. so had 2hr lesson of math.. after that hanged out with the class deciding what to do tmrw.. they suggested to wear sch uni to sch but idea dismissed now.. lol! so eh.. lessons was great and a lot of my classmates are applying for CYA too! eg, edward, myong soo, haziq, jane, dawn, kay jun maybe eugene? lol! a lot of ppl! it will be so fun!! :D so after sch.. everyone stayed in class.. discussed whether to attend lessons.. and majority of us ponned.. LOL! miscommunication.. but yeah.. still some of them went.. so went home.. had lunch with dawn and jane at tiong bahru.. had a great time with them :D talked abt a lot of stuff.. haha! so after that went home, watch devil's disciple online and finally finished the series.. woots! from 1pm to 7pm neat.. :D

so after that talked to ppl online.. eh said stuff.. shouldn't mention it here i think.. bfftf knows abt it :o so yeah.. but yeah i don know.. nth changes does it?

anyway hd a mass convo with the guys in class.. like always every night.. lol.. talked abt nonsense agn.. but funny la..

and oh ya.. i don know why.. but eh does my nick name for msn give the impression i am attached? [520/wo ai ni] doesn' mean i am attached it looks nice la.. but like wesley the great said.. don care abt them.. haha..

so AI update.. carly voted out.. damn sad.. jason shld have gone out.. haiz... syesha shldn't be in the bottom 2 either.. jason shld be voted out and eh.. maybe david? i don know.. i am in a mess now.. lol! most memorable, carly, brooke and syesha.. all girls.. :)

tues and i didn't go to sch

today is anthony's birthday! so intro abt anthony, he is a friend i made through jiahao during PAE at tpjc.. great guy and i often talk to him online, sms, etc whatever u have.. haha! great company while i was working..haha! smses from each other while working but he became realy busy after jc officially started.. for jae.. and so yeah.. but yup his birthday is today.. earth day.. woots! great great guy and i just realise i prefer guys who wears specs.. lol! anthony, haniel, teng, yapseng, edison, etc all wear specs.. lol! u know me better now.. haha!

last night smsed anthony to wish him happy birthday and he was busy studying for tests on his brithday.. kinda sad.. but yeah.. then i looked at the sky b4 sleeping and i commented that his birthday has the best night sky so far.. haha! little did i know, those were the rain clouds that continued till 7-ish the nex morn..

so this morn, woke up late, felt very sick, managed to drag myself off the bed and prepared for sch.. went down, no buses came.. was super late for sch liao.. and the rain was getting heavy.. so my grandma said don go to sch.. lol.. so went back hm, jeans were so wet.. shoes too.. and then sms-ed dawn to help me inform haziq i am not gg to sch.. lol.. yeah.. so tmrw, don know gg to sch or not.. math.. haha! kinda good timing tmrw la.. till 12pm.. haha! then the guys wanna watch movie.. so i hope i can go to sch.. and then eh.. doc said no aircon.. don know how to survive tmrw.. 4hrs of aircon straight..

so classmates eh suggested having class jacket first year, class tee second year, third year.. either underwear/cap/bag.. crazy ppl.. LOL! so guys boxers girls g string.. omg.. see? the impression i had b4... so wrong now.. haha!
so class spriit.. :D

tmrw is haniel's and delia's birthday.. woots!
i shld look at the night sky tonight :D
lots of love to anthony, haniel and delia! :D

different impression of classmates

haha! so monday... first lesson was eh CD character development which iwas kinda slow moving relaxing lesson.. so nex was autocad.. kinda ok la.. better than last week when the lecturer was so cocky.. he was so much better today.. otherwise i don know how i am gg to survive man.. haha! nex lunch break.. had lunch with the guys and jane so yeah kinda ok la.. i think i am like a quiet girl in class.. haha! but i try to interact but now i feel really tired to make friends and all that.. lol.. selfish talk but yeah.. soon i will improve so gotta take it slow.. so erm.. lunch dawn didn't join us, and the nex time we saw her, she was in tears. and i don know why.. oh man.. kinda worried for her.. the whole class was.. haiz.. but she didn't wanna talk abt it.. so yeah.. so nex lesson was TCS.. eh team communication thingy.. lol! very fun module! it is all abt project work! haha! so we had this assignment abt surviving in sea on a raft and oars... u and a crew.. so yeah the answers my grp members gave was so funny la! haha! korean dude, myong soo, he gave seat cushion as most impt.. cause he didn't know abt the raft.. lol! and we just started laughing loudly in a grp.. it was like the happy thing of the day la! haha!

edward our team leader.. eh very eloquent dude... top student of sch and in my class.. lol! super smart dude.. and we started arguing what is more impt.. so it seems that he puts food as main priority and as for me..ok only me.. i put navingational and finding help as main priority.. so diff.. haha!

so pei lei this girl didn't come to sch today and the guys make a sick joke out of it.. lol.. i don believe it la.. and they keep gg on abt it.. tsk tsk tsk tsk.. so they aren;t as matured.. haha!

kinda boring day actually.. and then after lessons, hanged out with michelle to submit forms for Foreign Lang, diploma plus scholarship and CYA.. all the places were closed when we arrived there.. sad.. haiz.. jap classes.. haiz.. only time slot friday.. i sort of want us to be in the same class as edward and yishun my classmates but their classes all full.. lol.. so yeah.. left with friday 5.30pm to 7.30pm which is not working out for both of us.. cause we wan the break.. haha! oh man.. how... haiz.. see how first.. if not learn in semester 2..

ok so far classmates are good ppl! :D still.. haha! borrowed 2dvds agn.. haiz.. no more dvds to watch le! oh man!

so this 12th june.. cant wait :D
and 1st june click five concert! gg with haniel! gg to be so fun! haha!
27th april nex sun, downtown east, volunteering as ushers and whatever.. haha! come support!
22th april tmrw, ANTHONY'S BIRTHDAY!
23th april wed, HANIEL'S AND DELIA'S BIRTHDAY! WOOTS MAN!

classmates suggested gg for movie outing this wed.. still deciding.. hm... forbidden kingdom

boohoo...

so today is friday.. erm.. had lessons at 8.30 and for once i was early.. haha! and erm.. lesson was PEEE tutorial the lady teacher talked to us abt like sch stuff and like let us intro ourselves better to the class... so now we know who stays where and etc.. so furthest is. erm.. sengkang? or wesley who lives near changi airport.. omg.. he's the best.. haha! that lesson was great.. erm.. nex i had interview for scholarship..yishun was b4 me.. so yeah.. my grp of five students were waiting for his grp to end.. quite a long while actually.. so erm.. interview went horribly.. they asked why u wanna apply for this and also what is ur aspirations.. ok so i said like oh the additional pressure, cip work, etc etc.. and then i said i wanna work in SIA and like oh i joined DASE so blah blah then need discipline blah blah.. ok just make things sound nice la.. so the other students explained too.. ok.. then nex.. erm.. eh.. what do u think abt mr LKY.. ok so one girl started off.. saying like how good he is.. blah blah.. then i started saying like.. erm oh he's logical, patient, etc.. very crappy session i tell u.. then this judge then said we are not wow-ed yet.. so she gave us one more chance and asked us what do u think u can change abt the govt if u had a choice.. so it was like a test of eloquence, intelligence and what have u.. so all of us taught for a while... i started saying like erm. the govt is really good now.. education, solving food issues etc.. then i said but there's like still ppl living in poverty blah blah.. govt must look more into social issues.. so everyone after me started talking social issues too.. then after all of us finished, the same lady said she's not wowed still.. haiz.. walked out of the room feeling depressed.. haiz..

so after that went to library borrowed the movie, the greatest game ever played.. very nice family drama.. i borrowed eh.. the perfect man, war of the worlds and dreamgirls.. watched the first two alrdy except for the last one which my sis lent it to her friend.. irritated by that.. so erm after that bought mac from sch and went hm.. now i am having a bad sore throat because of that.. haiz.. so tired la..

but class was good today :D the activity was kinda fun.. haha!

ok AI... Kristy Lee cook voted out.. anyway.. it is like.. now erm..

haiz.. i begin to talk more to friends whom i didn't talk to for a long while and communicate lesser with friends whom i spend most of my time talking to.. haiz.. i don know.. yes bfftf.. talking abt u.. haha! so yeah..

albums to recommend.. eh mariah carey e=mc2 like duh.. mariah carey ppl?!
snow patrol.. snow patrol is a great great band..
queen eh.. just started getting used to it.. very musical.. i like the songs bfftf! haha!
eh so hannah montana concert on dvd.. i so hope sch gets it.. i wanna watch! woots! SP has several disney fans like me.. :D edward from my class is one of them.. he likes mickey mouse.. haha!

ok end.. i am tired..

thurs... woots!

so.. today's lessons were great! damn funny! ok first we had math which was really good! i managed to grasp the knowledge yo! and erm ne was PEEE.. mr ivan hoe.. omg.. damn funny la his jokes!

so he was talking abt airshows, and he mentioned abt this russian plane.. they were performing acrobatic stunts.. and then suddenly this plane's engine was on fire.. and it is because the plane was flying low and like there were birds flying arnd.. and he added.. not small birds you know.. small birds still never mind.. but it was a big bird! omg! everyong laughed like there's no tmrw la! haha!

big bird as in the fella in sesame streets.. LOL! it was damn funny the way mr hoe said it! haha! so probably this happened after that..

so anyway so answering bfftf's tag.. erm.. i did thought abt it.. ok judge me if u want but i am a teen.. ok go figure.. haha! erm.. i think that i shldn't look into my classmates.. cause like.. erm.. ok 18guys, big pool.. got a few goodlooking dudes.. eh all of them are like great people la! but erm.. no.. not yet.. haha! unless i am confident that the relationship can last for 3 years and more.. cause like if it lasts for one year, nex two years, same class.. can die.. haha! ppl who have experienced a relationship would understand.. actually i don cause i've never been in a relationship but i do understand a bit la.. haha! so erm.. there.. fullstop..

so in class, dawn was telling me abt how girls in business sch dress.. and she said they look fab.. and my class guys. ok some of them.. will go there to look at girls.. ok so now they are not as fab as i said earlier.. haha!

so AI.. christy lee cook.. voted out.. erm.. ok at first didn't like her but she had improved a lot so nth much against her.. david A. had to choose agn like always.. haha! but erm.. i am glad brooke white is still in the show! she's a really sincere singer! haha! ok.. fullstop.. go listen to bye bye my mariah carey which she sang on AI.. it is damn good! lyrics are very meaningful... now trying to listen to her new album.. shld be great! :D might post more later.. tata..

friday april 11 TK sports day! april 12 band comp, worst day of my life..

yo-ha bro-ha! quoted from ron stoppable of kim possible..

so today is friday yesterday was thurs, tmrw is sat and yada yada.. yesterday the sch had flag day and we were all arnd singapore and we were even on the newS! woots! so my class we located at balestier area, no business there so dawn suggested gg to the market area and we walked for like 5 busstops dist to reach there.. it was so far away..

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anyway managed to have a total donation of $75 which is an amt that i am proud of! :D managed to finish like two pieces of the sticker paper thingy.. lol! anyway after the flag day went to SP library and omg la.. that place totally rocked! and fyi, there's like arnd 5 levels of the library and i've only been to the 2nd level and omg.. the place totally rockeD!!! they have like three shelves filled with DVDS!!! DVDS like musicals, concerts, movies! naruto! friends series! like everything! omg it was like heaven! i borrow two dvds, the cutting edge 2 which stars my fav disney actress, christy carlson romano and whoa.. the movie was so so good! it is must watch yo! nex movie was erm nightmare b4 christmas.. couldn't watch it.. oh man.. the dvd was only for USA.. lol!

after loitering arnd the library, i walked to the concourse for the party bash.. i was welcomed with grps of ppl blowing their whistles.. omg.. was so irritated by it.. i thought that i wld enjoy it but i didn't.. so i went to the grnd floor and bought macs and went hm.. ming went for it but he left early too cause the party wasn't good too.. so yeah.. haiz..

anyway gg back early is a good thing, i managed to reach hm b4 american idol:idol gives back start! woots! was so glad! the whole show was fab! miley cyrus, sarah silverman, fergie, mariah carey, etc etc.. whoa.. mind blowing man.. but the show was draggy.. haha! and oh ya! there was one part when ryan seacrest like totally almost kissed christy lee cook.. omg... accident.. but it was so real.. we don know what happened.. haha! after the show, i was so in love with the song, seasons of love, especially the part when david archuleta sang.. haha! chirsty lee cook.. oh man la.. why did she sing.. why not brooke!? and most shocking of all.. michael johns was voted out! OMG CAN! he's so good! christy lee cook please go... haiz.. anyway, everything is based on weekly performances so yeah.. haiz.. but she shld be going soon... haha... so evil..

friday, tk sports day.. went back to tk to collect my testimonials erm talked to mrs tan, chem tan.. then erm.. what else.. lol! i think that's all for teachers in sch.. then ming and i went to stadium with his juniors.. only over there did we talk to more teachers.., haha! cause we stood at a strategic place.. lol! well, actually the entrance of the stadium.. haha! while waiting for teachers' match, talked to ms seah abt like everything.. haha! very funny la the convo! enjoyed it a lot! then teachers' match.. erm.. nth much to say, mr lee can run, erm.. teachers all can run especially mrs tan(SS).. da vinci won cause of this sec 3 soo en or smth.. she's like THE runner man.. lol! so after that ming and i left and walked all the way to tanah merah.. lost weight seriously.. thanks ming! :D haha! so the next day was band comp.. i shall post everything in this post.. haha!

band comp.. met up with teng and julia at bugis junction.. bought lunch and made our way down to kallang.. met ama at kallang.. walked a long long dist to get to the stadium.. throughout the way ama was talking abt her classmates and it was funny! haha! then we became dangerous.. we started running across main roads.. lol! kids, don try this at home.. haha! so after walking for like 10 mins? we reached the stadium on time.. phew!

when we reached the stadium, we contacted haniel and yapseng and they managed to find us.. so haniel sat beside me throughout the comp which was kinda fun.. haha! started singing.. playing songs and he wanted me to gossip.. thanks ah bfftf.. LOL! so amy winehse came into picture.. haha! and he started singing rehab.. crazy bfftf i have.. lol! so the band comp was kinda boring if there weren't the great company of '07 batch man! we rocked the cheering yo! haha! so erm.. top three bands according to us, were TK, deyi and pingyi.. so erm.. our batch knew that that deyi would win and we felt it was kinda sad we lost.. but not very sad.. lol.. deyi students then like started cheerign the whole way towards kallang stadium.. haha! but we cant be sore losers.. they deserve it.. haha! we gracefully accept our defeat.. well, maybe only my friends and i.. so yeah so after the comp, ama, yapseng, julia, teng and i decided to go to city hall to makan.. ama left to meet her friend who became her worst nightmare after tat.. lol! the rest of us took a cab down to raffles city..

so when we reached there, got a call from ama.. her friend went psychotic and pangseh-ed her at an ulu place arnd masjusri sec sch.. very dark, industrial area.. and when ama asked for help from that fella, he told her to find her way out.. and told her u cant see me but i can see you.. it is like in a movie.. lol.. so ama contacted us and we went to mph to find street directory and led her out from the place.. like thank god for yapseng who thought of using the directory.. phew.. so the fella told ama that he knew she boarded the train.. so it means he had been following her all the while to the station... but after that while ama was with us like.. 30mins later, the fella called ama and said he's lost.. we started laughing.. haha! lol! and like told him to find his way out himself.. haha! but ama noticed that there were a lot of ppl behind him so he was like at a shopping mall and not lost.. lol.. so like we panicked as we assumed he was at the same place as we were at.. lol! very drama but so real.. haha! very long story and to be detailed with the story wld take me forever to finish.. LOL! anyway.. in short thank god for friends.. really...

after that ama, yapseng and i took the train down towards tamp and we were standing beside this angmoh guy who became our nightmare shortly after.. LOL! at kembangan station, yap and the ang moh were to alight the train.. so when the doors slide open, the angmoh guy in front of yap then, fainted in front of him onto the floor.. OMG! it was face down, but then he turned arnd and he stared towards ama and i with those eyes.. those eyes that u see on dead ppl.. those lifeless eyes.. and they stare right at you.. we like went berserk.. ama went OMG OMG OMG! yap went what the F, what the F.. lol! it is funny when u think abt it now.. and when yapseng became scared, i became realy scared.. i was telling jermyn, like, in a grp, when there's girls and guys, the girls will put certain security upon the guys, and when they break, we break too.. lol! yeah smth like that but it was true.. i became scared after that.. ama was too.. so after that, yap managed to get off the train by hopping over angmoh guy.. lol! but fortunately this uncle standing beside the door, dragged him in the train b4 the doors close and crashes his head.. and guess what? when the door was abt to close, the ang moh guy stood up and walked out of the train like nth happened.. it was so sudden! like can u imagine.... lol!

came home all shaken up told my mum, grandma, jermyn, yap and teng... wanted to call bfftf but he was alrdy asleep.. lol! i was so scared but after talking to all of them, i felt so much better.. phew for friends.. was in a shock after all that.. and ama and i were like talking abt the whole world of us was like an illusion.. seriously.. the walk to bus station was very blurry.. as though nth is real.. but thank god nth more happened..

i slept all the way till 1pm today.. and still kinda shaken up.. i went to TM and supported my cousin for flag day.. was beside her throughout the whole thing and thank god she finished selling everything.. LOL! throughout the thing, was feeling so tired.. haiz.. but.. support my cousin.. haha! i gave her a limit that she must finish by 5pm and i can have dinner.. lol! i didn't had breakfast plus lunch and whatever.. LOL! so was feeling hungry.. haha! oh ya! b4 leaving hm for TM.. this black kitten! omg! so cute! it managed to climb all the way up to the eighth floor for some reason and it laid at our doorstep.. grandma scared it away.. and it was so funny la! was so amused by it.. haha!then it somehow caught the attention of my neighbour.. who had a dog but mysteriously 'died' .. so i must like wish the cat good luck.. haiz.. anyway that's it.. just watched step up on star movies.. was good! haha! reminded of the movie trip with haniel to watch step up.. haha! so now, he's my narnia friend.. haha!

no orientation today!

i don know whether i am glad that there wasn't any sch today.. haha! but eh i am glad that i've got a day off to rest and sleep (and catch up with jeanne d'arc!) but i think i am losing out in a sense that i don have one extra day to get to know my class well.. so erm tmrw, we are gg to balestier hill shopping mall which no one knows where is it and whether it exists.. haha! so erm as i know kitson, he knows the dpa guys and i know the girls i thought of like the two grps coming together and like meet b4 having flag day and walk down to the venue together.. so yup tmrw we are all meeting at the novena mrt station which is also i don know where.. haha! but well.. have to meet them there at 6.45am so i have to wake up at like 5am.. like omg la.. it is super early.. haiz.. but it will be worth it! haha!

up till now, i still don have any donations yet.. haha! placed the tin at hm and no one donated.. LOL! so erm today is wed so it means, AMERICAN IDOL! omg i think david archuleta is the reason why i watch the show so faithfully la! but this season rocks! so today's episode, inspirational songs.. i thought erm.. brooke did well, david A. too! haha! brooke is good.. she's like a complete set i think.. looks good and sings good.. haha! but erm we never know who the winner is.. so anyway, the highlight is that tmrw is AI: Idol gives back and a lot of stars are gg to attend and perform including miley cyrus! so it makes the show much much nicer with two teen singers performing.. david A. and miley cyrus hope they have like a duet or smth.. haha!

tmrw after flag day, gg to stay for a while for the party and then like arnd 5? haha! i will fly home and catch the live show of idol gives back.. or maybe watch the encore at 11pm on star world.. either ways, have to watch tmrw.. bfftf, must watch the show tmrw alright? haha! hope tmrw will be great! :D anyone who can come by, pls come and support! if it is along ur way hm.. haha! but it is very far away from the mrt station. we have to walk from the station to balestier hill shopping mall.. omg la.. haiz.. so i have to sleep liao.. with a bad tummyache.. haiz... ciao tmrw, hope i get like a tan or smth tmrw.. haha!!

headlights on dark roads

it is 10.12pm now on a sunday.. i am supposed to be like in a slack mood on sundays so it will drag on to monday.. so that's why we have monday blues.. lol! anyway, erm.. i feel really excited abt everything that will happen tmrw during orientation! :D i have to report to sch by 9am, attend talks abt everything, and have SPICE training from 1.30 to 4.30 which according to ming, it is boring.. so yes.. i am keeping my fingers crossed and hope that tmrw will be even more exciting than it seems to be so far..

talked to mingjie just now, he's my senior.. like 3months senior.. lol! he knows more abt SP than i do through DPA so yup.. got to know a lot abt the training we are having during orientation which equals to boring according to him.. haha! and only today did i realise the whole orientation ends on thurs and not on friday.. so yes i am free on friday.. julia has asked whether i could go to her sch's concert not sure yet.. i don know my plans then yet.. so erm.. will get back to her asap..

so enough abt poly, but i really hope it will be fun and great tmrw :D please don be tired tmrw Sa.... omg.. when i am tired, i don have mood to enjoy.. my friends understand that.. bfftf knows it well i think.. lol!

so i just had dinner after my sleep from 12pm to 7pm.. cause i came back from the whole praying session at arnd 10.30.. waited for 1 and a half hour for my hair to dry so i could sleep.. so i was suppposed to sleep.. but, i was caught up with blogging and chatting online that it dragged till 2ish am.. so by then, my grandma woke up and scolded why i didn't wake her up.. i didn't know i was her alarm.. i thought she was my alarm.. haha! so erm.. when i wanted to sleep, my grandma wakes up and i cant sleep liao.. haiz.. my sis woke up too and we took my uncle's car down to choa chu kang cemetary...

along the way to cemetary, one word to say, Foggy.. u can see how dense the fog was early in the morn.. it is hugely because of Indonesia's flaming forests.. it was so foggy to that extent that u imagine urself in like.. erm.. genting when it is very cold.. yeah arnd there... LOL! so we reached the cemetary at arnd 4.30am? lost our way in the really dark dark dark place.. like total pitch darkness.. u shine a weak light, u can see it brightly too.. that dark.. so rumoured, MSK is hiding there.. i cant be bother where he is now.. it is like yesteryear since he escaped.. is it me or is the story getting old? even though he's still on run, i bet no one pays much attention to him as the first day he escaped.. and first day was a total sham with all the wrong info given abt MSK..

anyway, my godsisters came along with my godma, and they were i think overwhelmed by it? LOL! one of them was too tired.. so yeah.. so b4 we entered the cemetary, my grandma advised myself to not mention names in the cemetary.. cause everyone is present.. as in everyone living in the whole place is present.. so if u mention names, 'they' might listen and learn how to say it.. and 'they' will call the name u mentioned.. so if the person replies.. yup.. bad problem.. big bad problem.. my sister was asleep when my grandma said it.. so when she woke up, at the entrance of cemetary, i told her don say my name or anyone's name.. now, i feel pissed talking abt it... she purposely said my name loudly when the window was down.. slap her man... then when we were at the grave, like she mentioned my name for like.. 30 times.. like 30 times.. like 30 of 'them' understood her repeatedly and might have called my name 29times when i thought it was her.. omg.. i am in deep shit.. i wore amulets.. hope nth came hm ... if i get real sick this few days, u know what's wrong.. thank my sister then readers.. smack her..

lol.. it is funny too. but whatever.. haiz.. so everyone, if u ever are gg to the cemetary,
-- go at arnd 3am.. leave hm then.. reach there early, cause it is very crowded by 5am.. jam, and what have you.. haha!
-- bring tons of torchlights.. best if the grave is by the road, u can use ur car headlamps.. cause it is very very dark
-- don mention names use nicknames if it helps.. like L for leon, N for natasha.. and etc..
-- wear long pants, lol! i don know why.. but for me must wear.. never know what mosquitoes i might encounter.. insect repellent.. for erm ants.. horrible ants actually.. their bites sting..
-- don bring cameras.. don take pictures.. cause u really don know what u might take too.. 'they' might just join the party.. lol!
-- look into the night sky and look at the stars.. :D
-- if it helps, look out for MSk.. haha!

so yup, that's abt it..

after the cemetary, we went to mandai, prayed agn, burn incense papers.. did all the neccessary.. then to yishun did the same things.. lol! nth much but experience was great.. haha! whole family thingy.. the best part of it all is gg to a cemetary.. which is very rare.. at night is a good time to go.. cooling...

so yeah.. haiz..

do u love looking at the sky? i love looking at stars.. some love looking at clouds... haha! sarah loves clouds.. shows that she's more erm.. high than i am.. night, stars, very serene, peaceful.. emo-ing vibe.. my style.. haha! ideal date outing for me, erm laying down on the grass, sand, floor and whatever, and looking at stars.. just that.. romantic and peaceful.. haha!

tmrw's the start of orientation shld blog in sch if possible! have to bring lappy down.. need to put songs in my other lappy.. otherwise very boring.. haha! making new friends tmrW!! YEAH!

talk more tmrw.. haha!

when time plays with your mind...

today is the 4th of april.. special day to me and probably to my friends in D&T class.. today is mr jackson's deathday and it has been a year alrdy...

i remember that it was an ordinary day in sch.. we had D&T and after the lesson, we were informed that mr jackson, our mentor for our project last year had died in a car accident.. sad sad day and we even had to attend a lecture after knowing the news.. no one was in the mood to listen... after lecture the grp of us got together and discussed whether to go for his wake.. and eventually only lenny, yong quan, weihao and myself could make it.. so we made our way down to my grandma's place.. i didn't know till then that he stayed in the same block as my grandma.. anyway moving on.. he's a great person to remember.. RIP mr jackson u r missed..

ok so today's the 4th of april.. it has been an eventful hols i think.. so erm.. i have been working before the week.. for arnd 8 weeks i think.. made a whole lot of friends older than me.. except for one who is still young at heart... mr tan chin han.. aka, ah fat.. haha! my mentor, who is like my brother way cooler, but as mischievious.. lol! li zheng quan.. he rocks :D did something wrong and he didn't scold me.. but i felt guilty too.. uncle derek! :D great manager.. my twice removed, uncle.. very far.. not direct.. ok anyway, he has taken great care of me.. the whole office rocks la! they make jokes like no one's business, play music like no one's business... play a lot la they all.. and they smoke.. omg.. i don like smokers... but all's forgiven.. at least they don smoke at me.. fullstop.. :D but i love the place!! pay is good too! the mama shop sells great keropok.. i buy a lot from the uncle.. basically, the company is great.. made a lot of friends.. treated my colleagues to donuts on my last day which was on thurs.. miss them still..

so this week, it is the start of slacking.. sunday went to T3 and treated my mum, grandma, sister to LErkthai... food was great :D gave my mum, dad, two grandmas $50 cause it was my first pay so yup, it is just the way bah... just had to give.. monday went to tk to get my testimonials for SP scholarship, talked to mr juffri abt poly life for arnd 1 hr and tried to find mrs neo but lessons were still on.. so no choice.. so had to fill up yellow form for testimonials under mr koh's instructions.. omg dislike the clerk.. everyone is good in TK except her.. so full of herself..

tues, went to SP with yong quan to hand up our application for scholarship.. brought my lappy for i don know what.. yq ah... u must help me carry my lappy arnd nex time.. haha! we had to go to his sch, on e mei shan and it wasn't the place.. so we asked a female teacher and she kindly took us to the road down to the building for alumni, student matters or smth office.. handed up our application.. and we walked back to the mrt which was at the opposite end of where we were.. that far.. walk walk walk and halfway mr ng wanted to collect his pouch and i didn't know where to collect and he guessed to go back to the office and he was right.. and the moment he got it, his eyes were literally glowing la... like small kid getting a new toy.. haha! and now he is more attached to sp.. omg.. this boy is like cute la.. he loved his pouch so much that i told him to start hugging it.. lol! so after which we walked back to train station and we talked abt stuff..

before that i was pondering real hard abt fate and choices.. both don seem to coincide together at all.. ok choices mean that we have to play a part to determine what happens.. that's the reason why we take exams.. fate means that everything is written in a book and ur life will go as plan.. so like it is the opposite of choices.. ok the definition is based on me... not proven.. and i asked yong quan, do u believe in fate? he said yes he does. 'so what abt choices?' and he told me, 'choices affect your fate in life' and yup it totally makes sense to me after that.. mr ng go be a philosopher.. i cant talk/discuss abt this with anyone cause everyone seems to be busy... bfftf is busy with issues with his friends and i am alright with that.. anthony is busy with PW, but he did listen to me abt the incident.. and he just gtg.. lol! miss him... haiz.. luckily i did go for PAE.. i got to know great ppl.. anthony, chengjie, jermyn my whole class... they rock.. miss them.. why no more outings!? :(

anyway, had a rough time last weekend... rough as in mentally.. had acjc carnival outing with the gang.. ama couldn't make it.. i personally don feel as attached as b4.. bfftf knows how i feel and erm.. i don know.. i rather write letters to teng and bfftf than them... ed! ok.. so long never talk to him liao.. shameless dude.. he made a lot of sense when we talked abt stuff... like a whole lot of stuff..like 3 hrs long.. ok i shld end this post.. mr ng, here's my blog and post.. need links nex.. long long way to go man..

title of this post? well, just this whole week of slacking has made me so sick of waiting that i rather sleep my way through.. when i wanna sleep while i was working, i cant.. and now when i don wanna sleep as much, i have to.. omg.. time plays with my mind... and fyi, karma does hit me real fast, good or bad.. so i am gg to do more good stuff..