busy busy week

sorry for not updating my blog this whole week at all.. haha! sch has been busy for our class and whoa, we still have fun in between.. haha!

so monday we were given a project for character development and eh i became a leader of my grp and we have to find our own community work and approach them and enquire what abt the details and eventually helping them.. so yeah eh i managed to find one, CampReach and the camp is for potential dropouts.. so erm.. camp so i thought we needed more ppl hence i approached the other grps and they are willingly to merge tgt and work tgt.. thank god for that cause my members are really.. eh.. i don know.. they are like don wan camps.. except for yishun.. haha! so now wesley and kitson's teams are merging with mine.. so i have to confirm with the number of ppl gg and ask the IC what is the camp abt.. lol.. if the class go tgt it will be fun! haha!

so tues, project.. yes that's partly why i am so busy this week.. and we had the DE class lecture.. had lecture with another class... bloody pissed off after that lesson.. lecturer cant control the class, the other class students making a hell lot of noises, my classmates also.. disappointed with them.. play CS somemore.. what the can.. and then jane realise that i am damn pissed off and like she said it wasn't this bad last week.. ya last week.. so last week was ok , tues was worse and what will happen in the future? but thanks jane for calming me down ;D but it is a crappy session of lecture.. damn pissed off.. so after that had DE tutorial.. it was so fun! haha! i like our DE tutorial teacher! haha! ok basically all the female teachers, tcs male teacher and PEEE male teacher.. they are the best la! haha!

so this week, mon to wed, we had our CCA drive.. woots.. the atmosphere there is very high.. they give away free coke zero.. very neat drive.. but also got kinda offended by this senior.. whatever man.. lol.. so wed.. we ended at 12pm and we had 4hrs of nth to do in sch before our briefing for CYA.. so half the class who were involved in CYA stayed back and went to the guild hse of SP to play pool.. i tell u, sp rocks my socks real good! we have pool, cheap arcade games, and bowling?! it is such a fun place to be at! haha! now i can invite my classmates to play free pool :) haha! i love my classmates so much i tell you.. and then b4 the briefing, i left with edward, myong soo and KJ to the cca drive to register for the diff ccas and i registered for scuba diving, cycling, adventurers, floorball and astronomy.. yes.. the last one is the safest of them all.. haha! unless a comet comes down and hit us.. haha! i forgot to sign up for remote control drifters.. oh man.. :( so anyway, scuba i have dawn and KJ, cycling don know yet.. adventurers, don know too. floorball, yq.. haha! astronomy also don know.. haha! but make new friends.. cool! haha! so after that four of us went to the audi for the CYA breifing... guess how many ppl were present?

300++... yes and it was so scary la! only 100 ppl will be selected.. omg lor.. so the talk started and yes, it managed to scare the hell out of me but eh i am prepared to commit myself to the cca! :D 4hrs every week.. can do.. even the hols we have to go down.. haha! so eh if i quit, i have to pay 200 dollars.. yup.. so the consequences are really big.. haha.. so after that whole scary talk, 1 thrid of the audi left the room.. haha! while the rest of us when for the first round of interview.. i paired with KJ and three other business sch girls.. and i really hope both of us got in :).. but really, i hope all of us who went for the interview, kitson, wesley, edward, myong soo, chin yang, haziq, terence, jane, dawn, KJ, heng yue and i we can all get in the cca :D jiayou! haha! we are like so united can... we are in the talks of having class chalet this june.. probably trip overseas this dec or nov.. haha! malaysia will do fine :D so myong soo was saying if we go to malaysia, nex year june hols, we will go to china, dec hols, japan, third year, korea and australia.. LOL LA! haha! but will be damn fun if it all happened! haha!

so now i have to type an email to the campreach ic and then have to condsider whether it is goood or not.. lol.. and we all have to wait for the results of yesterdya's interview.. i dreamt that the second interview at changi airport this sat, we have to smile.. like they wanna look at our smiles.. i am becoming paranoid.. haha! so yup.. busy week...

AI laast night, paula made a blunder.. DA.. fun songs he sang.. DC was awesome.. haha! BW, eh... second song.. i too, rather her singing songs like the second one she sang.. SM.. erm.. didn't really watch i think maybe too distracted with smth.. then JC.. eh bad for first, might get saved because of second song.. so yeah.. JC shld go out.. then BW and SM.. although i like BW a lot b4.. haha!

so yesterday went back with wesley.. he reminds me a lot abt bfftf... lol! they are so alike just that wesley is much more cheekier i guess.. haha.. but trip back was fun with him :)

today's labour day and yup i am at hm doing nth.. sad right.. haha.. tmrw there's like i don know what also.. just know that i have to stay for additional 3hrs in sch for PEEE practical.. so yeah.. hope everything will go fine tmrw :)

SUNDAY! NTUC DOWNTOWN EAST E!HUB OFFICIAL OPENING!

so yeah this sunday.. eh it is tay weirong's birthday so er happy birthday classmate.

woke up at 8am to go down to downtown east for volunteer work.. on the way day i was feeling tired abt doing all this charity work all over agn.. but well.. guess what was my actual job there?

i tell u.. i didn't expect my role at all.. i was suppose to act as civilian as i can on the ferris wheel and wave at the crowd coming to the new place and making the place very like.. eh.. loved? and nice.. haha! so yeah.. i was shocked with my role and during breakfast i kept gg on and on abt being civilians.. u can imagine how irritating i became.. haha!

had macs for breakfast.. kinda ok and we were off to the ferris wheel.. my sis and i.. so we had to share the capsule with 3 other ppl and we shared with this malay uncle and his niece and nephew.. omg.. he's so funny la!! haha! and the two children were cute children.. haha!

so the whole ride was 5mins per revolution.. i sat in the capsule for.. like 1hr++ so u can imagine.. lol! so we had to wave towards the tent across the road when the banner came down that was covering the ferris wheel.. so yeah.. so first whistle, the banner fell, and we started waving and shouting like no one's business.. LOL! then there was supposed to be another whistle.. but don know why nth happened... and fyi, we were the first batch of ppl to take the ferris wheel!! woohoo! capsule two..

some pictures of the ferris wheel..




the whole ferris wheel is arnd.. 5 storeys high.. not bad.. capsule is kinda small except for two special ones.. which according to the malay uncle is for senior citizens.. lol! pay extra.. so during the ride i was smsing, haniel, yq, ys and teng that the chalet will be so fun with all the activities available to do! haha! there's a bowling alley, theatre, a lot of makan areas! like restaurants.. eh.. arcade.. ice rink i think.. for kids i guess.. all in all.. i have a kinda good plan of activities to do during chalet.. it will so rock! haha!



so after ferris wheel, my sis, mum and i had lunch at new york new york.. mum had ribs, i had cheesy chicken sis had some fried fish spag.. lol..and plus cheesy ball.. lol.. so yeah i treated them.. 30++ after using voucher.. worth it.. serving was so HUGE! so after that went to had gelare and off to my cousins' hse.. haha! talked abt SP there.. all in all today was a great day! haha!

so yeah now i am so excited and totally look forward to chalet! woots! btw, guys, friday, cousins are coming too for bbq.. yeah..

so yeah i wanna invite jermyn and anthony too.. haha! will be great fun :D
and i wanted to claim CIP hrs for today's activity.. shame on me..

albums i recommend! leona lewis-spirit and colbie caillat- coco.

omg... so tiring..

today's saturday and well, it is the only day i can chill and relax this weekend.. but no.. i have to finish all my hmk. i have PEEE hmk, IDEA project and Math.. a lot of math.. mrs tay is one hardcore teacher.. and yes it is good for us students..

so did math for like 3 hrs? with several distractions in between.. talked to big bear the whole afternoon abt stuff... whoa i know him better now.. haha! great person to talk to.. eh so now i am not guai because i don do hmk.. according to him.. lol.. whatever big bear.. haha!

i recall that last monday we had our CD lesson.. character development and it makes a lot of sense to me.. ms lau was talking abt people with diff perspectives.. and for eg, myself.. i have high expectations of certain things.. and like lets say between friends.. i don do this, i do this because i am following some kind of guidelines for friendships.. and if i don do this, and u don do this for me, u are not my best friend.. makes sense? lol! like we wan ppl to do certain things in order to have a part in ur life.. smth like that.. yeah.. so i was thinking abt bfftf.. and yeah i agree i do have smth like this towards him.. miley's song, true friend... it seems like whoa.. the song lyrics are like guidelines to follow.. but eh nope.. i am moving away from all that towards everyone.. so yeah.. good luck to me.. to bffft, i don do certain things for u because the song says so..but really as a bfftf to u.. yeah..

so erm.. what is the difference between like and love? diff huh? asked someone and he said, like is when the person is someone who's ur type and u like it.. love means this person is not ur type but somehow u like him.. so yeah.. love.. it kinda makes a bit of sense... but yeah love, no one knows what it is.. leave it to fate.. yeah.. i will do that.. i was telling him that guy classmates i will leave it to fate but to current unfinished business b4 poly, eh choice.. haha! nah.. i will leave it to fate too..

i don know whether he is reading this.. but eh yeah i think we really do think alike.. but eh i don know liao.. what i will do is, let things be as it is now.. and perhaps after we settled down in our new lifestyle, i don wanna do anything just yet.. yeah..

click five concert still on?

i wanna hang out with my DASE classmates, indian gang, bfftf, jermyn and anthony soon.. haiz..

i went to youtube just now and saw the SYF performance of TK band this year.. wikipedia added in TK's info, that we lost the best display band to deyi after 5 consecutive years.. wah.. damn sad and depressing.. and they added that deyi is a strong band.. no comments, i agree with that.. and i saw the video linked to 2008 performance in wiki.. the starting of the video made me miss tk more.. haiz.. i felt the warmth from tk supporters from all the screams and clapping.. i love/ miss tk! haha!

when are the band/ choir concerts? i wanna go! lol! so this month is a busy month.. well this few weeks..
tmrw, gg to downtown east to volunteer services..
monday-friday sch.. which is great :P we are having CCA recruitment day from 28-april to 30th april..
this coming friday is weihao's birthday i think..
4th may cousins' birthday
and there's also changi youth ambassador to look forward to! haha! hopefully i get selected after interview.. everything in SP are interviews, forms and stuff.. haiz..tedious but great experience..

i was talking to ys last night.. really i feel so much better after confessing.. yeah..

i don know what i feel towards a certain someone.. haiz.. feelings are contradicting.. i shall talk to him.. maybe he knows what to do.. yeah..

yeah post is kinda random.. yq's post is very eh.. real i think.. our sch's CD is working on us students.. we are thinking.. :P

Poly Class DASE/FT/1B/24!!!

here is my class photo! :D three photos woots! same place and stuff... lol!

ok i shall intro them by colour of shirt and eh row i guess.. haha!

first row: (L to R)
1. eugene, guy with hood over his head.. bball player.. eh very shuai guy.. we suspect he's attached.. haha!
2. Zhi Xian, guy bending down.. he wore formal wear today for the night party at MOS by SP.. eh sometimes my mentor for math.. i tell u, the ppl in my class are self less.. haha! only suspected to be attached..
3. Mitch! only man dude in our class.. dude in red.. he's very man.. drummer.. also suspected to be attached
4. Kitson.. eh.. always getting teased in class.. lol.. no idea attached or not.. lol!
5. KJ aka kayjun.. whoa.. one of a kind good guy.. lol! girls will like KJ.. eh takes care of ppl well and he takes the initiative.. also suspected to be attached.
6. Chin Yang dude in white.. eh also always kena teased at.. clown in class i guess
7. Peilei... one of the girls in class.. super super quiet.. from deyi.. nth agnst it.. haha!
8. Dawn! :D girl who loves orange and whom i hang out with most of the time..

Row 2:
9. CheeKit.. very quiet guy but still sporty.. i seldom talk to him.. ok i have not talked to him yet.. lol!
10. edward.. erm.. auntie in the making.. top student and he's my classmate.. proud of my classmates :D so yeah.. we do projects tgt.. sweet guy.. haha!
11. terence.. weirdest surname i ever come across.. GIAM.. he's also smart and he has high expectations of himself academically.. lol!
12. wesley.. aka wesley the great.. eh he's very much like haniel.. stays near changi..
13. roy.. sincere and boyish.. haha! dawn and i were laughing at how boyish he was during lecture.. lol! he has the very boyish look.. haha!
14. weiliang, eh very tall.. reminds me of anthony.. he's very blur.. but blur in a cute way.. like how he sratches his head after we asked him to help us order drinks.. LOL!
15. myself :D
16. Jane ! :D loves to self praise... haha! my fellow first timers.. :P

row 3
17. wee ping.. eh he craps a lot online when we have our daily mass convo.. like really crap a lot.. eh ok dude i guess...
18. myong soo!! lol! korean dude.. very funny guy!! blur blur de and he is our project partner too.. LOL! project discussions are always great with jane, dawn, peilei, edward and myong soo!
19. yishun.. no he stays at clementi.. lol! he's erm a mature guy i think.. often talk to him online.. but seldom nowadays..
20. hengyue.. i like his name.. everlasting joy.. eh.. anyway.. tall dude.. seldom talk to him..but kinda ok i guess..
21. weisheng.. eh don talk to us girls.. lol! but kinda sociable dude..
22. haziq.. our class rep.. lol! he's a great role model! i respect him.. haha!

so 22 students all present and we rock! :D everything abt them is kinda brief so yeah. lol! i love my class!

last day of the week

morn, went to sch on time.. eh had PEEE tutorial and lecture.. tutorial was tedious cause we had to solve like problems that are from chapters we aren't taught yet.. so eh.. yeah.. ok la.. lecture.. was boring.. everyone arnd me were sleeping.. for me, trying hard to stay awake.. and i succeeded.. lol! and this classmate was sitting behind me and eh dawn told me like he keeps observing us girls in the most creepiest way.. lol.. ulterior motive.. and yeah later gg to tell him to stop observing us like that.. very uneasy.. lol.. so yeah.. after sch.. took class pic.. with dawn and she will only upload it tmrw.. i can show u my class!! they are really good looking ppl.. haha! some la.. haha! eugene was so sick and the guys were delaying the shoot.. lol! but eh managed to take the pic and afterwards, dawn, jane, KJ and i went to find ms low and signed the form for CYA.. haha! KJ told ms low like half the class applying.. and she say whoa so on ah? haha! so proud! :D

after sch hanged out with dawn, jane at tiong bahru.. lol! kfc.. talked abt dating.. super funny.. haha! and like we talked abt first impressions of each other.. so dawn had the impression that i was attached b4 and currently.. but eh no.. wrong judgement dawn! haha! the girls are really cool ppl! :D we were very open with each other.. haha! liked that :P

after that.. went back hm.. the train was occupied with kindergarten children and they were like.. eh PSP! PSP! when they saw me playing.. LOL! and they almost wanted to borrow my PSP.. lol!! haiz.. children are so cute.. :D yeah we girls were also talking abt children.. like the future and a bit of our past.. LOL!

i don know what to say i think i shld just let it be.. and BFFTF! PLS INFORM ME ABT 1st JUNE ASAP HOR! lol! this sunday volunteering my services at downtown east ehub! go support! haha! i think i am doing ushering.. not sure abt my role actually.. but CIP hrs! :P

POLY LIFE ROCKS! :P my classmates all have the same impression of our class as a whole and everyone in it.. we are like the best and we rock.. LOL! rock on DASE/1B/24!

fun fun fun!

so today.. woots! slackiest school day so far.. so had 2hr lesson of math.. after that hanged out with the class deciding what to do tmrw.. they suggested to wear sch uni to sch but idea dismissed now.. lol! so eh.. lessons was great and a lot of my classmates are applying for CYA too! eg, edward, myong soo, haziq, jane, dawn, kay jun maybe eugene? lol! a lot of ppl! it will be so fun!! :D so after sch.. everyone stayed in class.. discussed whether to attend lessons.. and majority of us ponned.. LOL! miscommunication.. but yeah.. still some of them went.. so went home.. had lunch with dawn and jane at tiong bahru.. had a great time with them :D talked abt a lot of stuff.. haha! so after that went home, watch devil's disciple online and finally finished the series.. woots! from 1pm to 7pm neat.. :D

so after that talked to ppl online.. eh said stuff.. shouldn't mention it here i think.. bfftf knows abt it :o so yeah.. but yeah i don know.. nth changes does it?

anyway hd a mass convo with the guys in class.. like always every night.. lol.. talked abt nonsense agn.. but funny la..

and oh ya.. i don know why.. but eh does my nick name for msn give the impression i am attached? [520/wo ai ni] doesn' mean i am attached it looks nice la.. but like wesley the great said.. don care abt them.. haha..

so AI update.. carly voted out.. damn sad.. jason shld have gone out.. haiz... syesha shldn't be in the bottom 2 either.. jason shld be voted out and eh.. maybe david? i don know.. i am in a mess now.. lol! most memorable, carly, brooke and syesha.. all girls.. :)

wed kinda great day i guess

so we had 4 hrs of math today with weirong's mum mrs tay and yes i finally understood everything! :D haha! still sick and i think i passed the disease to dawn and jane.. omg la.. feel guilty.. hope they take medicine asap..

so erm.. math was great and after that we had a movie outing at orchard cineleisure.. b4 that myself, dawn, wesley and jane waited for them at the bridge to the mrt for like 30min? it was long.. omg.. and wesley started doing his hmk and the girls started playing his DS, cooking mama.. lol! i had nth to do so i started calling my grandma and parents to tell them i am gg for a movie... talked to wesley abt eh i forgot what and omg.. i don know what is it.. but my classmates like poking ppl's head.. tsk tsk tsk.. dawn was the first and now wesley.. thanks ah the great.. as long as i don get stupid-er.. lol!

so we took 106 from sp to orchard.. now i love sp more! haha! it is so convenient! right choice:D so eh makan-ed at this korean restaurant beside food court not bad and it is cheap too.. then we went to watch forbidden kingdom... movie is ok only i find it funny. in a sense it doesn't make sense.. ya... the sentence doesn't make sense i think.. but like in the start the ancient chinese didn't understand english and the lead actor cant communicate but some how or rather everyone understands and speak english.. like sudenly.. really.. and i was like saying, oh now they know english.. like omg weird-ness la.. lol!

so KJ couldn't join us and dawn suggested gg to east coast park to cycle.. i thought they would go to west coast since most of them live in the west.. but east coast! wootS! good for me :D so i don know when it will be but i hope it will be soon.. the guys are great funny ppl but not gentleman.. lol! enter lift also us two girls enter last, exit last.. lol! sit down also last.. good right.. haiyoh.. haha! so after movie, roamed arnd orchard road and went to taka for food.. dawn treated all of us doughnuts.. so nex time is my turn.. :) can.. haha! i just realised my class majority of guys look good.. like eh perfect skin, tan-ed.. eh a lot la.. look good.. not gentleman.. haha! ok so yeah after that went hm.. they wanted to go to T3 some more.. power.. this grp of ppl can hang out more often.. so enthu.. haha!

so yeah.. haniel's birthday.. eh i don know what to say abt it.. but eh may all ur wishes come true bfftf i bet u have tons of love from sch.. :D

end man.. really ppl go listen to E=MC2.. rocks.. snow patrol is really good too!

AI was kinda ok i guess.. performances not memorable this week.. but i liked brooke's performance.. eh sincere i guess.. i don know.. haha.. oh saiysha was good! haha! ok that one is memorable.. lol! fullstop here haniel ur dose of AI..

tues and i didn't go to sch

today is anthony's birthday! so intro abt anthony, he is a friend i made through jiahao during PAE at tpjc.. great guy and i often talk to him online, sms, etc whatever u have.. haha! great company while i was working..haha! smses from each other while working but he became realy busy after jc officially started.. for jae.. and so yeah.. but yup his birthday is today.. earth day.. woots! great great guy and i just realise i prefer guys who wears specs.. lol! anthony, haniel, teng, yapseng, edison, etc all wear specs.. lol! u know me better now.. haha!

last night smsed anthony to wish him happy birthday and he was busy studying for tests on his brithday.. kinda sad.. but yeah.. then i looked at the sky b4 sleeping and i commented that his birthday has the best night sky so far.. haha! little did i know, those were the rain clouds that continued till 7-ish the nex morn..

so this morn, woke up late, felt very sick, managed to drag myself off the bed and prepared for sch.. went down, no buses came.. was super late for sch liao.. and the rain was getting heavy.. so my grandma said don go to sch.. lol.. so went back hm, jeans were so wet.. shoes too.. and then sms-ed dawn to help me inform haziq i am not gg to sch.. lol.. yeah.. so tmrw, don know gg to sch or not.. math.. haha! kinda good timing tmrw la.. till 12pm.. haha! then the guys wanna watch movie.. so i hope i can go to sch.. and then eh.. doc said no aircon.. don know how to survive tmrw.. 4hrs of aircon straight..

so classmates eh suggested having class jacket first year, class tee second year, third year.. either underwear/cap/bag.. crazy ppl.. LOL! so guys boxers girls g string.. omg.. see? the impression i had b4... so wrong now.. haha!
so class spriit.. :D

tmrw is haniel's and delia's birthday.. woots!
i shld look at the night sky tonight :D
lots of love to anthony, haniel and delia! :D

different impression of classmates

haha! so monday... first lesson was eh CD character development which iwas kinda slow moving relaxing lesson.. so nex was autocad.. kinda ok la.. better than last week when the lecturer was so cocky.. he was so much better today.. otherwise i don know how i am gg to survive man.. haha! nex lunch break.. had lunch with the guys and jane so yeah kinda ok la.. i think i am like a quiet girl in class.. haha! but i try to interact but now i feel really tired to make friends and all that.. lol.. selfish talk but yeah.. soon i will improve so gotta take it slow.. so erm.. lunch dawn didn't join us, and the nex time we saw her, she was in tears. and i don know why.. oh man.. kinda worried for her.. the whole class was.. haiz.. but she didn't wanna talk abt it.. so yeah.. so nex lesson was TCS.. eh team communication thingy.. lol! very fun module! it is all abt project work! haha! so we had this assignment abt surviving in sea on a raft and oars... u and a crew.. so yeah the answers my grp members gave was so funny la! haha! korean dude, myong soo, he gave seat cushion as most impt.. cause he didn't know abt the raft.. lol! and we just started laughing loudly in a grp.. it was like the happy thing of the day la! haha!

edward our team leader.. eh very eloquent dude... top student of sch and in my class.. lol! super smart dude.. and we started arguing what is more impt.. so it seems that he puts food as main priority and as for me..ok only me.. i put navingational and finding help as main priority.. so diff.. haha!

so pei lei this girl didn't come to sch today and the guys make a sick joke out of it.. lol.. i don believe it la.. and they keep gg on abt it.. tsk tsk tsk tsk.. so they aren;t as matured.. haha!

kinda boring day actually.. and then after lessons, hanged out with michelle to submit forms for Foreign Lang, diploma plus scholarship and CYA.. all the places were closed when we arrived there.. sad.. haiz.. jap classes.. haiz.. only time slot friday.. i sort of want us to be in the same class as edward and yishun my classmates but their classes all full.. lol.. so yeah.. left with friday 5.30pm to 7.30pm which is not working out for both of us.. cause we wan the break.. haha! oh man.. how... haiz.. see how first.. if not learn in semester 2..

ok so far classmates are good ppl! :D still.. haha! borrowed 2dvds agn.. haiz.. no more dvds to watch le! oh man!

so this 12th june.. cant wait :D
and 1st june click five concert! gg with haniel! gg to be so fun! haha!
27th april nex sun, downtown east, volunteering as ushers and whatever.. haha! come support!
22th april tmrw, ANTHONY'S BIRTHDAY!
23th april wed, HANIEL'S AND DELIA'S BIRTHDAY! WOOTS MAN!

classmates suggested gg for movie outing this wed.. still deciding.. hm... forbidden kingdom

An epiphany

lol! what word is that? eh i think it means sudden realisation.. lol! anyway i think i am trying to get really active in poly.. lol! i am applying for CYA: changi Youth Ambassador which is erm.. like a CCA..

more info abt it..
The criteria are:

(i) Current 1st year student, male or female (foreign students are also eligible)
(ii) Academically above average
(iii) Pleasant and friendly disposition
(iv) Mature and possesses the right attitude and a genuine desire to serve people
(v) Possesses a sense of commitment and responsibility

Roles & Benefits
(i) Assisting passengers/tourists to get around the transit areas and helping those in difficulties
(ii) Training will be provided by the Changi Airport
(iii) Duty is one evening per week, (6pm to 10 pm)
(iv) Uniform provided
(v) Meal Allowance $10 per duty
(vi) Good testimonial and performance report
(vii) Certificate of Commendation for good performance


i am so interested in it! haha! so i mentioned abt it in previous posts.. and erm yeah.. so now there's another thing.. erm.. foreign lang classes.. options are eh jap, french, spanish, korean, viet, thai.. lol! so eh.. classmates are all learning jap.. some from sch some from external classes, and others, self learning.. haha! i am really really glad that my classmates are all super good students? they don use vulgarities.. ok partly because i don hear it so far.. erm but no.. all of them are really good ppl! haha! one thing good abt my class :D no one smokes which equals to THANK GOD! haha! and eh yeah.. good thing abt my class.. :D and we are all very hardworking ppl.. like really hardworking.. so we are so gg to beat some record of our seniors in our class being complacent and stuff and hence not doing well in class.. yup..

teachers so far.. erm.. impression kinda ok la..

now i gtg do my hmk and be back later.. and do u know what kids central is teaching the young? they are teaching them shortforms like gtg, brb, eh dga it means don go away.. so now, who do you blame when such word forms appear in ur students compo? but really man..

ciao~

it is like i don know you anymore

i don know what is happening now.. i feel that we are getting further away from each other and erm.. i don know but i am willing to give more time and wait for it to get better.. yup.. i feel sucky now.. haiz...

song for readers? erm... believe again by delta goodrem

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so today is friday.. erm.. had lessons at 8.30 and for once i was early.. haha! and erm.. lesson was PEEE tutorial the lady teacher talked to us abt like sch stuff and like let us intro ourselves better to the class... so now we know who stays where and etc.. so furthest is. erm.. sengkang? or wesley who lives near changi airport.. omg.. he's the best.. haha! that lesson was great.. erm.. nex i had interview for scholarship..yishun was b4 me.. so yeah.. my grp of five students were waiting for his grp to end.. quite a long while actually.. so erm.. interview went horribly.. they asked why u wanna apply for this and also what is ur aspirations.. ok so i said like oh the additional pressure, cip work, etc etc.. and then i said i wanna work in SIA and like oh i joined DASE so blah blah then need discipline blah blah.. ok just make things sound nice la.. so the other students explained too.. ok.. then nex.. erm.. eh.. what do u think abt mr LKY.. ok so one girl started off.. saying like how good he is.. blah blah.. then i started saying like.. erm oh he's logical, patient, etc.. very crappy session i tell u.. then this judge then said we are not wow-ed yet.. so she gave us one more chance and asked us what do u think u can change abt the govt if u had a choice.. so it was like a test of eloquence, intelligence and what have u.. so all of us taught for a while... i started saying like erm. the govt is really good now.. education, solving food issues etc.. then i said but there's like still ppl living in poverty blah blah.. govt must look more into social issues.. so everyone after me started talking social issues too.. then after all of us finished, the same lady said she's not wowed still.. haiz.. walked out of the room feeling depressed.. haiz..

so after that went to library borrowed the movie, the greatest game ever played.. very nice family drama.. i borrowed eh.. the perfect man, war of the worlds and dreamgirls.. watched the first two alrdy except for the last one which my sis lent it to her friend.. irritated by that.. so erm after that bought mac from sch and went hm.. now i am having a bad sore throat because of that.. haiz.. so tired la..

but class was good today :D the activity was kinda fun.. haha!

ok AI... Kristy Lee cook voted out.. anyway.. it is like.. now erm..

haiz.. i begin to talk more to friends whom i didn't talk to for a long while and communicate lesser with friends whom i spend most of my time talking to.. haiz.. i don know.. yes bfftf.. talking abt u.. haha! so yeah..

albums to recommend.. eh mariah carey e=mc2 like duh.. mariah carey ppl?!
snow patrol.. snow patrol is a great great band..
queen eh.. just started getting used to it.. very musical.. i like the songs bfftf! haha!
eh so hannah montana concert on dvd.. i so hope sch gets it.. i wanna watch! woots! SP has several disney fans like me.. :D edward from my class is one of them.. he likes mickey mouse.. haha!

ok end.. i am tired..

thurs... woots!

so.. today's lessons were great! damn funny! ok first we had math which was really good! i managed to grasp the knowledge yo! and erm ne was PEEE.. mr ivan hoe.. omg.. damn funny la his jokes!

so he was talking abt airshows, and he mentioned abt this russian plane.. they were performing acrobatic stunts.. and then suddenly this plane's engine was on fire.. and it is because the plane was flying low and like there were birds flying arnd.. and he added.. not small birds you know.. small birds still never mind.. but it was a big bird! omg! everyong laughed like there's no tmrw la! haha!

big bird as in the fella in sesame streets.. LOL! it was damn funny the way mr hoe said it! haha! so probably this happened after that..

so anyway so answering bfftf's tag.. erm.. i did thought abt it.. ok judge me if u want but i am a teen.. ok go figure.. haha! erm.. i think that i shldn't look into my classmates.. cause like.. erm.. ok 18guys, big pool.. got a few goodlooking dudes.. eh all of them are like great people la! but erm.. no.. not yet.. haha! unless i am confident that the relationship can last for 3 years and more.. cause like if it lasts for one year, nex two years, same class.. can die.. haha! ppl who have experienced a relationship would understand.. actually i don cause i've never been in a relationship but i do understand a bit la.. haha! so erm.. there.. fullstop..

so in class, dawn was telling me abt how girls in business sch dress.. and she said they look fab.. and my class guys. ok some of them.. will go there to look at girls.. ok so now they are not as fab as i said earlier.. haha!

so AI.. christy lee cook.. voted out.. erm.. ok at first didn't like her but she had improved a lot so nth much against her.. david A. had to choose agn like always.. haha! but erm.. i am glad brooke white is still in the show! she's a really sincere singer! haha! ok.. fullstop.. go listen to bye bye my mariah carey which she sang on AI.. it is damn good! lyrics are very meaningful... now trying to listen to her new album.. shld be great! :D might post more later.. tata..

woots! wednesday!

today is one unique day since the timetable today was really cool.. we were supposed to have 6 or 8 hrs straight of math only with lunch intervals and like 15min breaks in between.. so erm.. like i didn't know until now, that my math teacher is weirong's mum.. so hello to mrs tay.. haha! very awkward feeling actually.. anyway, the room was so freaking cold.. aircon was blasting at 13degree celcius.. and no jacket somemore.. so yeah.. i froze to death.. haha! anyway learnt inequalities and er binomial thm.. still ok.. so mrs tay rescheduled the afternoon lessons to tmrw morn.. so like we have to report by 8am agn tmrw.. like damn sian la! mon, tues timetable starts at 8 but wed to fri, we start at 10am.. so can at least sleep in for like 2 more hrs.. but then today, we had to report to sch at 8am for math and tmrw, 8am agn for math.. i need to catch up on my sleep asap.. haha! but i believe it is for our own good! :D distinctions must come from our class yo! haha! and i am so not gg to bring my lappy to sch anymore unless they wan us to.. it is so heavy and finally i get to play my psp on the train without lappy to carry.. haha! like yes.. haha!

so erm.. anyway lessons were good today.. and eh got hm early ate at century sq. don eat the hotplate meat meal thingy.. maybe the service has improved.. but it was horrible today... no communication between the workers at all.. food was ok la.. not fab.. got home, watched sound of music.. very nice like duh.. haha! then eh went online check on scholarship stuff.. i got shortlisted.. hopefully i can pass the interview this coming friday..like wish me luck guys! :D so erm there's an email that states that we are welcomed to join changi youth ambassador which makes me really excited! haha! it is like the service sector.. so it is gg to be cool! we have uniforms, $10 for meal.. 6-10pm once a week.. very attractive.. so i managed to like interest yq.. haha! hoepfully he will decide to go.. haha! mich tay is applying too! woots! poly life will be so cool! haha!

life has been kinda werid for me.. like erm.. poly, new friends.. making new friends.. old friends, hang out with them recently on saturday.. but not as close as b4.. like bfftf, in the past we will like sms everyday or smth... now, like once a week at least... haha! fyi to bfftf.. lol.. u seem kinda troubled.. and as for the cca change, decide properly what u wanna do, then go for it.. support from me is always there.. haha! i don know.. life is weird.. it is changing so quickly...

emo status starts tmrw yo.. haha! no la.. one week.. ate fastfood for like 4 days this week.. i am going to get fat seriously.. haha! but climbing up flights of stairs everyday.. will be balanced.. i shld eat more vegs now.. ok.. watch AI... it is good.. haha!

oops...

so after last sat's incident, we now know how ppl behave when they are so desperate for love.. lol! anyway, sch has been kinda great i guess..

monday, started sch at 8.30am.. damn early.. first lesson was CE or smth.. the teacher was ms lau she let everyone knew each other better and now the whole class know that i am very impatient and i am not punctual.. like never ever.. lol! so erm.. the class is like making fun of me like they don dare to be late cause i will get angry.. haha! but dear classmates, eh no i wont be angry cause i know u guys will be angry too if i was late.. lol! anyway haniel knows this best.. i always come late.. LOL! nex lesson was erm.. autocad lesson or smth.. mr wong? i think.. erm.. lesson was boring.. the teacher was kinda full of himself keep blaming everything else.. so yea was irritated throughout the lesson but first time meeting him so hoepfully in the future it will be better... nex lesson was erm.. smth then math.. math was noisy cause two classes had to combine.. and erm.. nth much to say but it was very crowded.. i realise i cant do math.. lol! anyway, the teacher was like not really excited to teach us cause she cant teach us as we all had a math backgrnd so the math is easier.. so yeah she just left us to do qn and when we are done, we can pack up and leave.. omg.. the teachers are very slack with us and i don like it.. lol! i need pressure.. like tell me to hand up work or smth.. lol! so poly = self discipline.. here i come sp! haha! bad thing abt today is that the class is kinda apprehensive of me now since they know i am very impatient and er.. bad start but it is sharing in ce.. lol! ok fine.. yes i am impatient.. haha! but only when i am not daoing.. otherwise i can like stare into blank air forever till u come or smth.. lol...

tues, late for lessons agn though i came in at the same time as the teacher... just behind her.. so erm.. presentation.. by far most interesting sub cause it is more on design... we had tons of presentations and i hope to get used to it soon.. the class has been great! the guys and girls are great ppl! they are yes, sociable. like when we see them along the way for lunch or smth we acknowledge each other by smiling which is good.. haha! getting sick of carrying lappy to sch.. so heavy.. lol! but luckily tmrw onwards don need to bring.. phew.. always late for sch.. hai.. tmrw must wake up earlier.. blame myself for being late.. nex lesson was erm.. digital electronics.. we learnt smth way new... like i have no idea what that was.. haha! lecture.. then tutorial the lady teacher explained the lesson agn and i finally understood.. ok because i was like sleeping in lecture.. lol! and it wasn't at a lecture room but a classroom.. lol.. so fyi to myself must start paying attention in class.. so dawn like teased me for not paying attention and like making stupid mistakes.. lol.. so erm.. but i learnt a lot from dawn, jane, and zi xian.. lol.. mentors.. but just they explain everything well.. haha! i cant teach for nuts.. really..

so end of day.. nth much.. finally got to play my psp after not touching it for at least one week.. lol.. not bad huh? haha! but managed to pass a level of jeanne d arc.. it was good.. so anyway, 27april come down to downtown east and support me? LOL! ok they are having the grand open of the mall that contains everything.. a movie theatre, bowling alley, ferris wheel.. so my sister and i have volunteered to do work that day.. like on sun.. gosh right? haha! but erm.. will be doing.. like ushering.. what else i don know liao.. haha! ushering guests to the ferris wheel.. so fun! :D cant wait! too bad my friends and cousins couldn't join us.. haha!

my life is such a bore.. i shld start accepting ppl into my life.. haha.. ciao.. and to bfftf, go sleep. haha!

friday april 11 TK sports day! april 12 band comp, worst day of my life..

yo-ha bro-ha! quoted from ron stoppable of kim possible..

so today is friday yesterday was thurs, tmrw is sat and yada yada.. yesterday the sch had flag day and we were all arnd singapore and we were even on the newS! woots! so my class we located at balestier area, no business there so dawn suggested gg to the market area and we walked for like 5 busstops dist to reach there.. it was so far away..

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anyway managed to have a total donation of $75 which is an amt that i am proud of! :D managed to finish like two pieces of the sticker paper thingy.. lol! anyway after the flag day went to SP library and omg la.. that place totally rocked! and fyi, there's like arnd 5 levels of the library and i've only been to the 2nd level and omg.. the place totally rockeD!!! they have like three shelves filled with DVDS!!! DVDS like musicals, concerts, movies! naruto! friends series! like everything! omg it was like heaven! i borrow two dvds, the cutting edge 2 which stars my fav disney actress, christy carlson romano and whoa.. the movie was so so good! it is must watch yo! nex movie was erm nightmare b4 christmas.. couldn't watch it.. oh man.. the dvd was only for USA.. lol!

after loitering arnd the library, i walked to the concourse for the party bash.. i was welcomed with grps of ppl blowing their whistles.. omg.. was so irritated by it.. i thought that i wld enjoy it but i didn't.. so i went to the grnd floor and bought macs and went hm.. ming went for it but he left early too cause the party wasn't good too.. so yeah.. haiz..

anyway gg back early is a good thing, i managed to reach hm b4 american idol:idol gives back start! woots! was so glad! the whole show was fab! miley cyrus, sarah silverman, fergie, mariah carey, etc etc.. whoa.. mind blowing man.. but the show was draggy.. haha! and oh ya! there was one part when ryan seacrest like totally almost kissed christy lee cook.. omg... accident.. but it was so real.. we don know what happened.. haha! after the show, i was so in love with the song, seasons of love, especially the part when david archuleta sang.. haha! chirsty lee cook.. oh man la.. why did she sing.. why not brooke!? and most shocking of all.. michael johns was voted out! OMG CAN! he's so good! christy lee cook please go... haiz.. anyway, everything is based on weekly performances so yeah.. haiz.. but she shld be going soon... haha... so evil..

friday, tk sports day.. went back to tk to collect my testimonials erm talked to mrs tan, chem tan.. then erm.. what else.. lol! i think that's all for teachers in sch.. then ming and i went to stadium with his juniors.. only over there did we talk to more teachers.., haha! cause we stood at a strategic place.. lol! well, actually the entrance of the stadium.. haha! while waiting for teachers' match, talked to ms seah abt like everything.. haha! very funny la the convo! enjoyed it a lot! then teachers' match.. erm.. nth much to say, mr lee can run, erm.. teachers all can run especially mrs tan(SS).. da vinci won cause of this sec 3 soo en or smth.. she's like THE runner man.. lol! so after that ming and i left and walked all the way to tanah merah.. lost weight seriously.. thanks ming! :D haha! so the next day was band comp.. i shall post everything in this post.. haha!

band comp.. met up with teng and julia at bugis junction.. bought lunch and made our way down to kallang.. met ama at kallang.. walked a long long dist to get to the stadium.. throughout the way ama was talking abt her classmates and it was funny! haha! then we became dangerous.. we started running across main roads.. lol! kids, don try this at home.. haha! so after walking for like 10 mins? we reached the stadium on time.. phew!

when we reached the stadium, we contacted haniel and yapseng and they managed to find us.. so haniel sat beside me throughout the comp which was kinda fun.. haha! started singing.. playing songs and he wanted me to gossip.. thanks ah bfftf.. LOL! so amy winehse came into picture.. haha! and he started singing rehab.. crazy bfftf i have.. lol! so the band comp was kinda boring if there weren't the great company of '07 batch man! we rocked the cheering yo! haha! so erm.. top three bands according to us, were TK, deyi and pingyi.. so erm.. our batch knew that that deyi would win and we felt it was kinda sad we lost.. but not very sad.. lol.. deyi students then like started cheerign the whole way towards kallang stadium.. haha! but we cant be sore losers.. they deserve it.. haha! we gracefully accept our defeat.. well, maybe only my friends and i.. so yeah so after the comp, ama, yapseng, julia, teng and i decided to go to city hall to makan.. ama left to meet her friend who became her worst nightmare after tat.. lol! the rest of us took a cab down to raffles city..

so when we reached there, got a call from ama.. her friend went psychotic and pangseh-ed her at an ulu place arnd masjusri sec sch.. very dark, industrial area.. and when ama asked for help from that fella, he told her to find her way out.. and told her u cant see me but i can see you.. it is like in a movie.. lol.. so ama contacted us and we went to mph to find street directory and led her out from the place.. like thank god for yapseng who thought of using the directory.. phew.. so the fella told ama that he knew she boarded the train.. so it means he had been following her all the while to the station... but after that while ama was with us like.. 30mins later, the fella called ama and said he's lost.. we started laughing.. haha! lol! and like told him to find his way out himself.. haha! but ama noticed that there were a lot of ppl behind him so he was like at a shopping mall and not lost.. lol.. so like we panicked as we assumed he was at the same place as we were at.. lol! very drama but so real.. haha! very long story and to be detailed with the story wld take me forever to finish.. LOL! anyway.. in short thank god for friends.. really...

after that ama, yapseng and i took the train down towards tamp and we were standing beside this angmoh guy who became our nightmare shortly after.. LOL! at kembangan station, yap and the ang moh were to alight the train.. so when the doors slide open, the angmoh guy in front of yap then, fainted in front of him onto the floor.. OMG! it was face down, but then he turned arnd and he stared towards ama and i with those eyes.. those eyes that u see on dead ppl.. those lifeless eyes.. and they stare right at you.. we like went berserk.. ama went OMG OMG OMG! yap went what the F, what the F.. lol! it is funny when u think abt it now.. and when yapseng became scared, i became realy scared.. i was telling jermyn, like, in a grp, when there's girls and guys, the girls will put certain security upon the guys, and when they break, we break too.. lol! yeah smth like that but it was true.. i became scared after that.. ama was too.. so after that, yap managed to get off the train by hopping over angmoh guy.. lol! but fortunately this uncle standing beside the door, dragged him in the train b4 the doors close and crashes his head.. and guess what? when the door was abt to close, the ang moh guy stood up and walked out of the train like nth happened.. it was so sudden! like can u imagine.... lol!

came home all shaken up told my mum, grandma, jermyn, yap and teng... wanted to call bfftf but he was alrdy asleep.. lol! i was so scared but after talking to all of them, i felt so much better.. phew for friends.. was in a shock after all that.. and ama and i were like talking abt the whole world of us was like an illusion.. seriously.. the walk to bus station was very blurry.. as though nth is real.. but thank god nth more happened..

i slept all the way till 1pm today.. and still kinda shaken up.. i went to TM and supported my cousin for flag day.. was beside her throughout the whole thing and thank god she finished selling everything.. LOL! throughout the thing, was feeling so tired.. haiz.. but.. support my cousin.. haha! i gave her a limit that she must finish by 5pm and i can have dinner.. lol! i didn't had breakfast plus lunch and whatever.. LOL! so was feeling hungry.. haha! oh ya! b4 leaving hm for TM.. this black kitten! omg! so cute! it managed to climb all the way up to the eighth floor for some reason and it laid at our doorstep.. grandma scared it away.. and it was so funny la! was so amused by it.. haha!then it somehow caught the attention of my neighbour.. who had a dog but mysteriously 'died' .. so i must like wish the cat good luck.. haiz.. anyway that's it.. just watched step up on star movies.. was good! haha! reminded of the movie trip with haniel to watch step up.. haha! so now, he's my narnia friend.. haha!

no orientation today!

i don know whether i am glad that there wasn't any sch today.. haha! but eh i am glad that i've got a day off to rest and sleep (and catch up with jeanne d'arc!) but i think i am losing out in a sense that i don have one extra day to get to know my class well.. so erm tmrw, we are gg to balestier hill shopping mall which no one knows where is it and whether it exists.. haha! so erm as i know kitson, he knows the dpa guys and i know the girls i thought of like the two grps coming together and like meet b4 having flag day and walk down to the venue together.. so yup tmrw we are all meeting at the novena mrt station which is also i don know where.. haha! but well.. have to meet them there at 6.45am so i have to wake up at like 5am.. like omg la.. it is super early.. haiz.. but it will be worth it! haha!

up till now, i still don have any donations yet.. haha! placed the tin at hm and no one donated.. LOL! so erm today is wed so it means, AMERICAN IDOL! omg i think david archuleta is the reason why i watch the show so faithfully la! but this season rocks! so today's episode, inspirational songs.. i thought erm.. brooke did well, david A. too! haha! brooke is good.. she's like a complete set i think.. looks good and sings good.. haha! but erm we never know who the winner is.. so anyway, the highlight is that tmrw is AI: Idol gives back and a lot of stars are gg to attend and perform including miley cyrus! so it makes the show much much nicer with two teen singers performing.. david A. and miley cyrus hope they have like a duet or smth.. haha!

tmrw after flag day, gg to stay for a while for the party and then like arnd 5? haha! i will fly home and catch the live show of idol gives back.. or maybe watch the encore at 11pm on star world.. either ways, have to watch tmrw.. bfftf, must watch the show tmrw alright? haha! hope tmrw will be great! :D anyone who can come by, pls come and support! if it is along ur way hm.. haha! but it is very far away from the mrt station. we have to walk from the station to balestier hill shopping mall.. omg la.. haiz.. so i have to sleep liao.. with a bad tummyache.. haiz... ciao tmrw, hope i get like a tan or smth tmrw.. haha!!

'last' day of poly orientation...

today.. erm is the last day of orientation for us DASE students maybe just myself and a few of my classmates.. tmrw's activity is erm fun prog which we had to sign up on the first day of sch.. since we didn't sign up for it, we don have to go.. so yup today is the last day of activities and erm top half of the day was so so so boring.. like wanna sleep liao.. met friends with dawn and jane two of the girls in my class.. one more girl is erm pei lei and she's very quiet.. dawn is from eh henderson sec, jane from gan eng seng and pei lei from deyi.. so yeah.. i got along well with dawn and jane and it is very fun talking to them and hanging out with them.. the lectures b4 lunch were abt the modules we were gg to study for three years and stuff.. it is very cool actually we were shown the diff parts of planes, played flight simulator, know more abt future job prospects.. which is erm.. ok la.. and from today i realise i don know a lot abt physics.. haha! so i need to do smth man! my classmates are like so pro abt aerospace la!!! omg.. they did some preparations and i didn't.. omg la..

after lunch had games.. eh.. the normal hula hoop thingy, pass to person nex to u pass pass pass.. we were the slowest.. then had a ball throwing game.. haha! very fun.. had to throw the ball to the people either on ur left, right or across.. so across me was this guy called wesley.. we were like trying so hard to communicate across the grp.. we tried throwing direct ball at each other , failed, then boncing the ball, failed, then final attempt, throw as high as we can towards each other and yup we did it! haha!! very funny guy.. then we had amazing race which was not as amazing.. lol.. we just followed the DPA students arnd the sch and walked under the rain which was cool.. then went to some place to collect our tins for flag day this thurs.. omg boring... so now at least i've got the three girls, email and number at least we can contact each other and talk tmrw.. the guys in class.. haiz.. they r so so so quiet! :( which is kinda bad.. anyway nth much to say today but this friday i am gg to tk sports day with mingjie and hopefully sat can go to band comp with i don know who yet.. and then er.. yeah start sch nex mon.. yup yup! :D

first day of poly...

today's the first of poly orientation at SP.. omg.. i felt so alone.. so erm.. started off with the journey down to SP from tamp with ming jie and michelle, we stood the whole way down to SP and we noticed a lot of SP students on the train.. we talked abt the upcoming activities that would happen throughout the day.. i sort of expected more from today but erm.. it is kinda disappointing..

first, i went to the wrong venue early in the morn.. instead gg to convention centre, i went to the com lab.. luckily i didn't climb all the way up to the sixth floor.. bag was so heavy.. so managed to go to the right place but was kinda late.. place was kinda full with students when i came.. so had the usual talks abt the activities.. flag day this thurs, talk abt the courses, activities we might have throughout the whole 3 years.. yada yada.. so after that had lunch.. alone.. :( haha.. i didn't know anyone from my class yet so yeah.. so er.. after that had SPICE training.. which was boring.. half the time not paying attention.. meddling with the lappy and getting fed up with how lag the internet was.. finally got to know who are my classmates and there are only 4 girls in my class.. omg la.. it is D&T lessons all over agn.. but two girls are way quiet.. i hope they aren't like that after knowing them better tmrw.. hopefully.. the class guys.. erm.. nth much to say but one person was making a big deal abt having 4 girls in class.. ok.. so erm.. i hope the guys in class are like matured.. like D&T class.. now i miss D&T.. :( class DASE/FT/1B/24

i sat beside a girl called dawn, i only got to know her name through the attendance list.. this was how quiet and uninteractive we were.. sad.. so erm.. after that we like talked a bit? ok communicated a bit.. LOL! i tried talking to the guy beside me, but i think we didn't understand what we were talking abt.. lol! so after class, we were dismissed, the three girls left the room first.. like they don care much.. and then i came out.. two classmates were behind me.. after walking for so long towards the mrt station, we didn't talk at all.. so i just initiated the convo asking what's their names, schs, and well, they replied.. that's good! haha! urgh..i wish i would see the real classmates i have tmrw.. who they really are.. until now i only know three ppl name.. the two guys' names, i've forgotten it.. so now i only know dawn.. smack me.. haha! but dawn acknowledged that i am her classmate.. which is good.. :D yeah!

came home with mich, talked abt her cruise trip.. like OMG! it is so so so cool!!!! i will ask more after she gets more details abt it.. but from what i know now, it is so so so cool!!! i wanna go overseas too!!

so after today's events, things seem kinda borng but knowing one classmate means a lot to me! haha! so tmrw, the activities begin! like what mich said, tmrw we shall bond! :D and also, i think i have to get a new bag, and like a pair of shoes.. shoes and bag tearing apart.. but not now... i hope tmrw will be FUN! like really.......

reached hm and talked to chin han.. my colleague who's from SP ten years ago.. LOL! talked abt fate and choices.. omg.. we need to have a debate abt this or somebody please tell me the real deal man..

so activities tmrw. DIP, diploma induction prog, our course will be exposed to flight stimulation and model airplanes.. way cool! then workshop, which are actually games.. following day, supposed to have fun prog at 2pm but i didn't sign up for any yet so most likely not gg to sch if it is so.. nex day, flag day and party at night!!! haha!! i cant wait for the party! make friends SA! like must!
according to the lecturers, our course has the most demanding training cause we are handling airplanes.. we are trained to be competent for the workforce and like repair the planes that you passengers might sit someday.. many lives are in our hands.. haha!! but that's the scary part of aerospace electronics.. so in school of EEE we follow the values of integrity (TK!) and blah blah.. lol! if we aren't honest in our work, we kill several lives..

it is funny when u enter poly, the lecturer plays the school song and asked you how u feel abt the song and only after that tell you that this is the first and last time you will be listening to the sch song.. lol.. in sp it is so.. LOL! :D

bfftf we must talk abt you tmrw.. haha! btw, recommend you lifehouse songs and snow patrol..

headlights on dark roads

it is 10.12pm now on a sunday.. i am supposed to be like in a slack mood on sundays so it will drag on to monday.. so that's why we have monday blues.. lol! anyway, erm.. i feel really excited abt everything that will happen tmrw during orientation! :D i have to report to sch by 9am, attend talks abt everything, and have SPICE training from 1.30 to 4.30 which according to ming, it is boring.. so yes.. i am keeping my fingers crossed and hope that tmrw will be even more exciting than it seems to be so far..

talked to mingjie just now, he's my senior.. like 3months senior.. lol! he knows more abt SP than i do through DPA so yup.. got to know a lot abt the training we are having during orientation which equals to boring according to him.. haha! and only today did i realise the whole orientation ends on thurs and not on friday.. so yes i am free on friday.. julia has asked whether i could go to her sch's concert not sure yet.. i don know my plans then yet.. so erm.. will get back to her asap..

so enough abt poly, but i really hope it will be fun and great tmrw :D please don be tired tmrw Sa.... omg.. when i am tired, i don have mood to enjoy.. my friends understand that.. bfftf knows it well i think.. lol!

so i just had dinner after my sleep from 12pm to 7pm.. cause i came back from the whole praying session at arnd 10.30.. waited for 1 and a half hour for my hair to dry so i could sleep.. so i was suppposed to sleep.. but, i was caught up with blogging and chatting online that it dragged till 2ish am.. so by then, my grandma woke up and scolded why i didn't wake her up.. i didn't know i was her alarm.. i thought she was my alarm.. haha! so erm.. when i wanted to sleep, my grandma wakes up and i cant sleep liao.. haiz.. my sis woke up too and we took my uncle's car down to choa chu kang cemetary...

along the way to cemetary, one word to say, Foggy.. u can see how dense the fog was early in the morn.. it is hugely because of Indonesia's flaming forests.. it was so foggy to that extent that u imagine urself in like.. erm.. genting when it is very cold.. yeah arnd there... LOL! so we reached the cemetary at arnd 4.30am? lost our way in the really dark dark dark place.. like total pitch darkness.. u shine a weak light, u can see it brightly too.. that dark.. so rumoured, MSK is hiding there.. i cant be bother where he is now.. it is like yesteryear since he escaped.. is it me or is the story getting old? even though he's still on run, i bet no one pays much attention to him as the first day he escaped.. and first day was a total sham with all the wrong info given abt MSK..

anyway, my godsisters came along with my godma, and they were i think overwhelmed by it? LOL! one of them was too tired.. so yeah.. so b4 we entered the cemetary, my grandma advised myself to not mention names in the cemetary.. cause everyone is present.. as in everyone living in the whole place is present.. so if u mention names, 'they' might listen and learn how to say it.. and 'they' will call the name u mentioned.. so if the person replies.. yup.. bad problem.. big bad problem.. my sister was asleep when my grandma said it.. so when she woke up, at the entrance of cemetary, i told her don say my name or anyone's name.. now, i feel pissed talking abt it... she purposely said my name loudly when the window was down.. slap her man... then when we were at the grave, like she mentioned my name for like.. 30 times.. like 30 times.. like 30 of 'them' understood her repeatedly and might have called my name 29times when i thought it was her.. omg.. i am in deep shit.. i wore amulets.. hope nth came hm ... if i get real sick this few days, u know what's wrong.. thank my sister then readers.. smack her..

lol.. it is funny too. but whatever.. haiz.. so everyone, if u ever are gg to the cemetary,
-- go at arnd 3am.. leave hm then.. reach there early, cause it is very crowded by 5am.. jam, and what have you.. haha!
-- bring tons of torchlights.. best if the grave is by the road, u can use ur car headlamps.. cause it is very very dark
-- don mention names use nicknames if it helps.. like L for leon, N for natasha.. and etc..
-- wear long pants, lol! i don know why.. but for me must wear.. never know what mosquitoes i might encounter.. insect repellent.. for erm ants.. horrible ants actually.. their bites sting..
-- don bring cameras.. don take pictures.. cause u really don know what u might take too.. 'they' might just join the party.. lol!
-- look into the night sky and look at the stars.. :D
-- if it helps, look out for MSk.. haha!

so yup, that's abt it..

after the cemetary, we went to mandai, prayed agn, burn incense papers.. did all the neccessary.. then to yishun did the same things.. lol! nth much but experience was great.. haha! whole family thingy.. the best part of it all is gg to a cemetary.. which is very rare.. at night is a good time to go.. cooling...

so yeah.. haiz..

do u love looking at the sky? i love looking at stars.. some love looking at clouds... haha! sarah loves clouds.. shows that she's more erm.. high than i am.. night, stars, very serene, peaceful.. emo-ing vibe.. my style.. haha! ideal date outing for me, erm laying down on the grass, sand, floor and whatever, and looking at stars.. just that.. romantic and peaceful.. haha!

tmrw's the start of orientation shld blog in sch if possible! have to bring lappy down.. need to put songs in my other lappy.. otherwise very boring.. haha! making new friends tmrW!! YEAH!

talk more tmrw.. haha!

bfftf and i

this is a recent picture with bfftf in his chalet which was not supposed to be mentioned.. he's a crazy guy.. nope we aren't together if u are wondering..

dead at night...

it is 12.38am on the 6th of April.. personally, i feel excited yet scared abt the start of orientation this coming monday.. btw, i am in the same class as kitson! cool!! someone i know.. phew man.. so this monday, it is coming too soon.. omg.. i wanna slack more!! haha! waking up at 1pm, playing Sims 2 till 5ish til my brother comes home and demand the comp back.. and watching made in singapore or now, some other show..

and fyi, this is totally random but it is disturbing.. I MISSED THE LAST EPISODE OF MADE IN SINGAPORE!!! OMG LA! this is the first singapore serial i've watched faithfully after declaring that singapore shows stinks when i was exposed to TVB drama.. and omg.. after spending 30 nights watching the hilarious show, i actually missed the last episode.. and what was i doing.. talking online.. omg... ok talking online is good but the show.. omg.. now i must wait for like 2 years till they air it in the afternoon at 5.. and i am gg to spend another 30 days watching it.. and hopefully, history doesn't repeat itself.. or i shall like regret forever.. haha! ok.. so drama for the whole para..

end of random-ness.. so 12.43am now.. in abt 3 hrs later, i am supposedly gg to 'wake' up and go to mandai to pray.. actually the cemetry.. which is very cool.. cool in a sense that, yes i am visiting my great grandma who passed away when i was still a baby.. haiz.. but from what i know, she's like the matriarch of the whole family.. smart smart great grandma i had.. my great grandma insisted that i become my uncle's god daughter when i was a baby.. haha! and fyi, the night sky at the cemetary is really cool!!!! last year was my first visit, and omg.. the sky totally blew me away! you can clearly see the stars, count the stars, and like just lay on the grass.. if u want to, in the cemetry.. so this year, my sis is gg, my god sisters are gg my bro might be gg.. so it is huge.. :D haha! most of my cousins are coming! yeah! i love my family!

i doubt i will be taking pictures cause it is highly possible of me taking pictures with white orbs of 'nothing'.. haha.. so not gg to attempt to make my life miserable.. LOL!

so erm.. today has been a slack day, was awaken by a call from sab, ok.. then played PSP, jeanne D'arc.. the game is killing me.. i shld play chess more often for this game.. and then lunch, sims2, star movies, grandma came back, prepared stuff for 3am later, had to transport the incense paper to my god father's cab so erm.. reached the lobby was overwhelmed by a stench.. horrible stench..

and i realised that it was from two kittens and the owners were there.. so now's the start of Animal lover's nightmare.. aka, my nightmare.. haha! so we placed the stuff in my god father's cab, and the two kittens' owners, started his car which was beside the cab and i realised that he wasn't holding on the box containing the kittens.. so my instinct told me that the couple has abandoned the kittens.. sprinted back and couldn't find the box.. i looked towards the main road couldn't find two lost kittens and realised the box was hidden at the corner.. the kittens were still inside.. and officially, the kittens are abandoned.. slap the couple man.. like slap, smack, hang them for all i care.. kittens and they abandon them.. i wanted to bring them home.. grandma was there she told me no they were too smelly.. omg.. sometimes i wish i had more freedom with animals.. very disappointed.. haiz.. went up, collected smth for a carnival at the park.. came down saw two malay ladies washing the kittens and i knew they were saved... i almost wanted to call SPCA.. like the two idiots, the ones that drive the red car, go catch them, sue them.. losers man.. still stare at me when i looked at the kittens.. like the kittens don stare at me man.. lol! ok so this is one hell of an irresponsible couple.. i sound crude but i am just mad..

i swear i will marry a guy who loves animals.. lol! so while looking out for guys, first qn, do u like animals? haha! so funny.. ok.. end of story, but i am glad the kittens found someone to look after them.. :D they were so scared when i looked into the box after the owners left.. omg.. what the hell.. i shld have done smth more..


my bfftf,aka haniel soh en han.. what the letters mean, cant say cause it means a lot to both of us.. the song by miley cyrus.. she rocks! ok.. i find it hard to find friends that are like both of us.. like i cant find another haniel regardless it is a girl or guy, when both of us will openly talk to each other when we have problems.. calls each other up, informing updating each other abt life through sms, phone calls.. like voluntary.. i love such a friendship.. just call for no reason, giving gifts for no reason, writing letters to each other for no reason, talking to you online for no reason, asking how's life for no reason, all because we think abt you and wanna know how are you.. i've attended a service last two months.. the talk was interesting... it was all abt this.. abt loving for no reason.. and we don feel gulity for taking up his or her time, or feel gulity for receiving his gifts.. cause we understand it is just the way, loving for no reason.. so fyi to ang yap seng, i give gifts for no reason cause i love you(as a friend) and yes i didn't expect u will feel guilty as the reciever.. so yup as i said the last time i gave u anything, that will the last time i am giving you anything.. so yup.. end of ur misery as u put it..

omg feel like a jerk towards ang yap seng.. haha! ok. i love bullying him after everything ended.. he's a sweet guy, but i don know why.. i keep saying he's gay.. guys are smtimes thick.. like dense.. lol! he's one of them.. ok love ya still ang yap seng.. fyi YQ, as a friend.. ok.. haha! sometimes i wonder what will happen if we really hang out together.. i will be afraid abt the whole thing.. cause i am a good girl.. haha! like even though i wish for smth to happen, at the same time, i don wan it to happen.. i don know how to handle a relationship.. like i think so.. haha!

moving on.. erm... i cant start a tag board.. i don know how to.. so readers, either sms me, msg me online or smth.. otherwise this will be a dead blog.. haha! bfft, compulsory to sms me.. haha! nights everyone, it is 1.23am.. one and a half hours left till i must wake up.. why am i awake now? lol.. i don know..

when time plays with your mind...

today is the 4th of april.. special day to me and probably to my friends in D&T class.. today is mr jackson's deathday and it has been a year alrdy...

i remember that it was an ordinary day in sch.. we had D&T and after the lesson, we were informed that mr jackson, our mentor for our project last year had died in a car accident.. sad sad day and we even had to attend a lecture after knowing the news.. no one was in the mood to listen... after lecture the grp of us got together and discussed whether to go for his wake.. and eventually only lenny, yong quan, weihao and myself could make it.. so we made our way down to my grandma's place.. i didn't know till then that he stayed in the same block as my grandma.. anyway moving on.. he's a great person to remember.. RIP mr jackson u r missed..

ok so today's the 4th of april.. it has been an eventful hols i think.. so erm.. i have been working before the week.. for arnd 8 weeks i think.. made a whole lot of friends older than me.. except for one who is still young at heart... mr tan chin han.. aka, ah fat.. haha! my mentor, who is like my brother way cooler, but as mischievious.. lol! li zheng quan.. he rocks :D did something wrong and he didn't scold me.. but i felt guilty too.. uncle derek! :D great manager.. my twice removed, uncle.. very far.. not direct.. ok anyway, he has taken great care of me.. the whole office rocks la! they make jokes like no one's business, play music like no one's business... play a lot la they all.. and they smoke.. omg.. i don like smokers... but all's forgiven.. at least they don smoke at me.. fullstop.. :D but i love the place!! pay is good too! the mama shop sells great keropok.. i buy a lot from the uncle.. basically, the company is great.. made a lot of friends.. treated my colleagues to donuts on my last day which was on thurs.. miss them still..

so this week, it is the start of slacking.. sunday went to T3 and treated my mum, grandma, sister to LErkthai... food was great :D gave my mum, dad, two grandmas $50 cause it was my first pay so yup, it is just the way bah... just had to give.. monday went to tk to get my testimonials for SP scholarship, talked to mr juffri abt poly life for arnd 1 hr and tried to find mrs neo but lessons were still on.. so no choice.. so had to fill up yellow form for testimonials under mr koh's instructions.. omg dislike the clerk.. everyone is good in TK except her.. so full of herself..

tues, went to SP with yong quan to hand up our application for scholarship.. brought my lappy for i don know what.. yq ah... u must help me carry my lappy arnd nex time.. haha! we had to go to his sch, on e mei shan and it wasn't the place.. so we asked a female teacher and she kindly took us to the road down to the building for alumni, student matters or smth office.. handed up our application.. and we walked back to the mrt which was at the opposite end of where we were.. that far.. walk walk walk and halfway mr ng wanted to collect his pouch and i didn't know where to collect and he guessed to go back to the office and he was right.. and the moment he got it, his eyes were literally glowing la... like small kid getting a new toy.. haha! and now he is more attached to sp.. omg.. this boy is like cute la.. he loved his pouch so much that i told him to start hugging it.. lol! so after which we walked back to train station and we talked abt stuff..

before that i was pondering real hard abt fate and choices.. both don seem to coincide together at all.. ok choices mean that we have to play a part to determine what happens.. that's the reason why we take exams.. fate means that everything is written in a book and ur life will go as plan.. so like it is the opposite of choices.. ok the definition is based on me... not proven.. and i asked yong quan, do u believe in fate? he said yes he does. 'so what abt choices?' and he told me, 'choices affect your fate in life' and yup it totally makes sense to me after that.. mr ng go be a philosopher.. i cant talk/discuss abt this with anyone cause everyone seems to be busy... bfftf is busy with issues with his friends and i am alright with that.. anthony is busy with PW, but he did listen to me abt the incident.. and he just gtg.. lol! miss him... haiz.. luckily i did go for PAE.. i got to know great ppl.. anthony, chengjie, jermyn my whole class... they rock.. miss them.. why no more outings!? :(

anyway, had a rough time last weekend... rough as in mentally.. had acjc carnival outing with the gang.. ama couldn't make it.. i personally don feel as attached as b4.. bfftf knows how i feel and erm.. i don know.. i rather write letters to teng and bfftf than them... ed! ok.. so long never talk to him liao.. shameless dude.. he made a lot of sense when we talked abt stuff... like a whole lot of stuff..like 3 hrs long.. ok i shld end this post.. mr ng, here's my blog and post.. need links nex.. long long way to go man..

title of this post? well, just this whole week of slacking has made me so sick of waiting that i rather sleep my way through.. when i wanna sleep while i was working, i cant.. and now when i don wanna sleep as much, i have to.. omg.. time plays with my mind... and fyi, karma does hit me real fast, good or bad.. so i am gg to do more good stuff..