june hols!

just got back from chalet.. had great fun!!! :D with friends and family.. i missed out jiahao and i totally feel guilty... omg... i invited him and then forogt to notify him.. omg can... haiz.. nex one will rmb abt him! :D sorry jiahao!!!!!

so eh basically this week was filled with a lot of things.. first was class chalet.. then eh family/ friends chalet which was totally fun! i miss the indian gang a lot.. bfftf, yapseng, sarah, julia, ama, yq, ming ming.. haiz.. had great fun them seriously.. they didn't sleep the whole night.. haha! talking and talking.. i don have such friends in poly yet.. as in we know when things are serious and when we are joking and it is very cool relationship.. haha! and my friends give me my space.. as in when i wanna be alone, they will know and give me space.. i cried while having the convo with them... i get really emotional abt a certain topic.. very very emotional.. they talked abt it for like 5mins or less than that, and i would be like crying liao.. haha! so now only my friends know abt that.. my poly friends don know as much yet.. i cried b4.. also because of the same reason but i bluff off as another reason.. haha! i don know bah.. as in in poly, there's this girl who treats me as a good friend, but i somehow don... as in i don like it when she clings to me all day.. yeah.. and just now someone asked me whether i have any bff in poly and i said no.. like bluntly.. and this guy likes that girl who treats me as her bff.. i;ve become really diff after getting into poly.. i am more direct and eh more wild.. u can say that i guess.. my sec sch friends can see that change.. i get hornier accordingly to my horny bro, haziq.. haha! but well.. haha!

and so chinyang also mentioned abt eh possible targets in poly... and like to me.. also no one... i got really slow with relationships now.. haha! more focused on my goals and committments.. with a lot of things on board.. yeah must learn to juggle.. haha.. i have to improve on my english now.. haha! scholars are so eloquent.. haha!

really no eye candy in sch except for one.. i don even know his name and stuff.. seriously.. haha... i just know he's in DASE too and how he looks.. haha... stupid me.. haha! and eh.. so moving on...

friends chalet.. was late because of sch.. haha! eh had dining etiquette and workshop which is abt SEX yeah man.. haha! eh had shocking answers from various ppl.. but yeah eh dining etiquette is really really fun and enriching! :D so yeah rmb ur forks and spoons ppl! haha!

so eh just got home from Perak camp.. one word, FUN!

we sleep in bunks, eh guys have aircons, girls have natural aircon.. which is good enough.. so there's this cat which keeps coming in and out of rooms.. but all cats are friendly.. :D

so erm.. first day, we went for a dip in the river that is within the campsite. and whoa.. it was so cooling and fun! :D everyone came down! amanda was afraid of insects so yeah she was shouting most of the time.. haha! thanks to steph who calmed her down. affter the whole dip, we changed and had debreifing and eh sleep.. all in one day which is really good.. trip down was fun too.. sat with jun xian! :D who didin't know his bus service didn't start till like.. eh 7.30 or smth.. and we had to report by 6.30 or 6.45.. i cant rmb.. yeah so he had to take a cab down..

ok i go study first shall update my blog soon after MST hopefully..

all the best to all readers for MST, Mid years! :D jiayou ppl!