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sorry for abandoning blog for so long! haha! i have been really busy this few weeks of poly... things are getting ready sian now in poly..

major things that happened are CIP camp, getting scholarship and eh issues with someone..

LOL! anyway.. so cip camp i've learnt a lot from the camp, eh go to my class blog and link out.. http://www.1b24-2008.blogspot.com/ watch the video and eh yeah the post abt mu various classmates was typed by me.. so yeah.. go read ppl! :D overall it was an awesome camp, the class bonded more but eh yeah.. workable and better. haha! :D

so i was informed abt getting awarded the SP scholarship on eh i forgot when.. but yeah so we have the 1k rebate for our lappys.. and then we had to take a video shoot... as there's this award ceremony on 10th june in sch and SP is inviting mr lee!! :D:D feel so honoured :D anyway i am not the only tk who got the award.. eh vishal and javey, our senior got it too! so it is like whoa! tk peeps! :D very happy! haha! in class, yishun and i got the award only and yeah we are feeling the heat of keeping to the criteria.. it is hard.. top 10% in the whole sch.. omg lor.. :( hope i can cope..

now in class.. i told jane my classmate abt how i was feeling abt sch now.. and i said, everyday i expect one same thing to happen.. everyday it will happen.. and i am getting pissed by it.. if u think i am a person who would give u attention when and when u need it, erm i am sorry i don... i ahve other friends to care for and u are really taking too much of my time.. today was like the day i felt so great finally studying because i sat away from u in class.. i love that feeling of finally learning and understanding something.. i don wan to be distracted by how u are feeling.. and all that.. i know u are stress, but i've given u a lot of advice but u don wanna be open abt ur problem, u don wanna listen to advice and u wan me to listen to u cry and keep saying that u r alright.. pls refer to julia's blog abt the 10 things abt bwitches... haha :P yeah so eh to u.. pls don get on my nerves.. once in a while a breakdown i am still ok, but everyday gives me the idea that u are really desperate for attention.. u have donkey and monkey, so yeah i am practically redundant, so pls don waste my time.. i rather hang out with jane and other ppl.. i don hate u just that i am getting impatient with u now.. oh man.. 3 yrs more.. i will accept them...

i just realise my class are full of emo ppl.. emo to the extreme emo.. lol..

so to bfftf.. pls don forget abt sunday! :D and regarding what u told me just now. eh live life as u want to. don care abt how ppl judge u.. :) if u are uncomfortable abt it at the moment, don tell anyone then :) between us, eh although we don meet often, like i said, we have a certain understanding, nth will change.. :)love ya! :D

i love sp! :D haha! random but true...